Demons

I kept running.
Hoping that may be, may be if somehow I can get over the line and get to the other side where it can't reach me.
But you can't outrun yourself you know.
I mean if it's you who's haunting you then you got no chance.
May be i should fight it or may be just give in.
But Either way I'm gonna lose.

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Being with you was like a good night sleep.
It felt home, it felt safe and all my dreams were coming true.
And all I wanted was to stay there.
But again a good night sleep so eventually it ended & I woke up, though I didn't wanted to.
I was angry.
I hated it, I hated universe for it.
But now it's one bright sunny day in front of me.
and i guess I can't complain much about that either.

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Can't Find it.
Can't Force it.
It happens.
It finds you.
Hits you like a ton of bricks.
Leaves you devastated.
And there's a strong chance it might never happen to you either !!!

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Are you on my mind ?!
May be or may be not.
May be it's all you that I have been thinking about lately or may be these voids in my heart have sucked up all the hope left making you extraneous.
And ironically it's still all you on my mind in both the cases.

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Electric circuits were never gonna make it.
Electro Magnet was the temporary solution.
It was the ARC Reactor that Stark seeked all along.
And Pepper Knew it.

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Sometimes it's the way you smell.
Sometimes it's just you !!

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People were never my thing.
I always looked for escapes.
then you came around.
And you felt like home.
But there were terms and conditions too.
And obviously I drastically failed at them.

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the thought of it, it just haunts me sometimes. Me letting it all trickle out of my fingers and doing nothing about it.
Yeah I know we had our moment. But it seems that moment wasn't enough. And Why to settle for a moment when we could have had infinity, our own fucking infinity.

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It's been a while since i wrote anything about us.
May be it has lost all of it's life and become too numb to feel anything.
Or may be it's too much to put into words all the chaos out there !!!
And I'm not sure if this is making any sense either !!

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What's the fuc***g point if you can leave a person and be okay with it.
It isn't fu***** worth it.
Period.

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