Some body asked me....ishq me logon
ko kya milta h....some said, aanshu,
dhokha, or dard....
I corrected....ishq dubara na karne ki
sabakh....

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ACCEPTANCE

Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today
I can find no calmness until I accept my incompetence straightaway
Incompetence that was a result of my own choices
Only if I could change things, so not to witness my mind's madness
My best self couldn't compete, my worst self was hard to defeat
If only I had moved my feet, to the tunes of my heartbeat
My life could have turned different, prosperous, something magnificent
But I was ignorant, indifferent, Though it wasn't deliberate
I just didn't know better of how I was my own deterrent
Well that's all in the past now, need to make peace with my demons
I wish I don't make the same mistakes, cause now I have reasons
Reasons to spun my life into meaning,No more screaming
Will pay close attention to all these nostalgic feelings
I am slowly forgiving myself, Acceptance is the answer to relieve oneself.

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I wrote the story of ours'
With lots of care
That may end fair;
It had tears and love with care.
But fate had some other plan,
In the midst of misfortune,
I lost my moon in the clear sky.
It took me time to realise
That i possessed you but not time,
I had chance but not luck.

The thoughts iterated on my mind
And i plead for the reason
" why! Destiny lead me here"
I got nothing
But crave for something
With which to spend my rest life;
So i seek everywhere i could.
But my heart only cherish the moment spend with you,
Iam sinking deep in the sea of grief,
Wish you could lead me to the bay of joy.

But as soon as I come across to the edge of realism,
I understood my responsibilities, which should be meet by me,
So i begin to live , to meet the debt
Alongwith the memories in my baggage,
And the smile that you Lent,
Lieing my heart to please my mind
That i can live without your support.

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If loving you was my mistake,
then losing you was my punishment.
You were the calm wheather not climate,
i realised not sooner but later.....
I mourn every morning
For your non existence,
I groan every night
For your non persistence,
I cradle you in my heart
Which you broke
Into thousand pieces
And left me to swing In agony.
I embrace with you my care,
Which you never cared.
I was grateful but you were hurtful,
I was trying to find meaning ,
And you were finding excuses for demeaning,
I was blinded in your false love ,
That i can't be rational enough.....

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Smile on my face is fake,
Only my heart knows it.
The maze that I'm trapped in,
I'm trying to escape from it.

My eyes says the truth,
But the same time my mouth lies.
Loneliness says "I'm your true friend",
Well I know...
Because it is always there for me.

I want to scream out loud,
But my voice became as silent as night.
As I walk into my darkness,
Feels like my soul is free falling from the sky.

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How fascinating the world is!!!!

What if night was day
And day was night
White was gray
And black was bright

What if the darkness in sight
Was just a messenger of the light
That came to pave an unforeseeable way
And turn your darkest night into the brightest day

What if the stars were purposefully aligned a certain way
May call it fate or destiny
Sometimes you may feel it is leading you astray
But it is just taking you somewhere greater that you cannot see

What if everything that happened
Yesterday’s moments that saddened
Had to come to teach you something
And turn tomorrow into a greater blessing

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I'm standing in the darkness,
And my eyes are searching for something.
To save me from this madness,
But all it sees only a nothingness.

My heart is scared of this
illness,
Cuz I'm listening to dark voices in my headspace.
I want to move away from this wildness,
But my legs are stuck so hard to this endless pain.

Passing a minute down here,
Felt like a year.
Feels like I'm caught up here,
Forever in this weirdness.

Somebody appeared out of nowhere,
I never ever saw like her elsewhere.
She looked into my eyes,
And she shoots an arrow at my soul space.

I never felt like this before,
That my soul is firing up more and more.
It's blazing so brighter,
In the middle of my nightmare.
As I'm breaking through the darkness,
And she said "I'll keep saving you from the darkness".

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Soul of a teenager

To whom I should listen?
The mind that rules or
The heart that fights against?
My poor soul stuck in between

To whom I should listen?
The heart that says wounds are healing or
The mind that points out the unvanished scars?
My poor soul stuck in between.

To whom I should listen?
The heart that forgives so naively or
The mind that sticks to the past so stubbornly?
My poor soul stuck between.

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Embrace uncertainty and change!!!
Some of the beautiful chapters in our life won't have title until much later !!
Happy morning 🌻☘

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Q.. what is beauty???
I replied
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...




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