It's hard to love again ,not impossible but hard. The scars bleed at every flashback. You want to try again but your soul shivers. You start to feel the warmth but your heart it burnt. The other person ,however good won't understand your pain. It'll be frustrating for them, trying so hard yet getting nothing in return. You end up feeling guilty for not giving back enough,but deep down you know how hard you tried. You breathe in new joy but in a suffocating constant fear. What if this turns the same way? What if my smile run down from my hurt eyes? What if long moist night return to hunt me? That's why they say that you need to heal before you love someone again. Yes, you deserve to be happy but no one wants to be a pain killer.
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