I self-medicate sometimes, they said it works for the pain
Sacrifice the personal life while tryna work for this fame
Compared myself never realizin' that I'm the blessed one
put my personal gains before the people I love
And now maybe I'm the cursed one
Don't talk 'bout alcoholism, don’t talk about addiction
Don’t talk about mental health, don't talk about depression
Spending hours scrollin’ my socials, I compare myself
See all the things I don't like in me, I can't bear myself
The voice in my head keeps talkin', wish I ain’t hear myself
And in the depths of my darkness, sometimes I scare myself
Is it ever good enough?
Is the work I put enough?
Is it goin' pop, is it too soft, or is it hood enough?
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