वह हमेशा शिकायत करती थी
वह बहुत सुंदर थी
मुझे प्यार था उससे
बस मुझे जाताना नहीं आया
वह दूर जा रही थी,
मैंने रुकने की ज़िद नहीं की..
फिर मैं एक तूफान में फस गया
तब नहीं पता था की वह तूफान इतना लम्बा चलेगा,
अगर मैं इससे कभी जीते जी निकल पाया
तो मैं कहीं किसी अनजान शहर में
दूर कहीं अकेला बैठना चाहूंगा।
अपना तकलीफ भरा जीवन
हवाओं में विसर्जित कर देना चाहूंगा।....
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EVIL will always find
a place to stay even
through those tiny
cracks in the wall ....

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The plastic smile she's wearing today.
It gets me fooled like it always has.
I want to help, but how can I?
That smile doesn't let me have my way.
She looks pretty as she always has.
Her smile is like an angel's, though I haven't seen one.
Makes me feel if the angels are as troubled too.
If the angels are in the same pain that she's in.
If they're hurting the same way that she is.
They pose as hope because they don't have any?
Or they try to be the savior 'cause there aren't many?
The plastic smile doesn't give much away.
It keeps her pain intact.
It keeps us feel she has hope.
When deep down we know her affliction
is here to stay.

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There is just so much chaos in my silence,
The voice is not feeble, its just
something within me feels miserable
& why I complain when I couldn't turn it down.

Just like a pile of rubble, I collect my
trembling self and cower in the edge
Am I saving myself or immersing me more..
Am I out of the water or throwing my bits to wolves..
'You' won't know coz I never told
Not that you ever asked me,
Not that you broke me more
But you don't even know I'm more
than you see and touch
Am burning within and everything
that's troubling..
One day I shall burn you too.

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Don't let
your heart be
Troubled.
Neither let
it be fearful.

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Yahan apna Dard likh ke
Likes aate dekh ke
Comments me badhai padhke
Khush toh ho rha Hun me.

Par raat ke 3 bje
Sofe pe akele baithe
Yeh khayal aa rha hai Baar Baar
Kyun apna Dard bech ke
Lupt ho rha Hun me?

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👉Keep changing people
throughout the life
but still be troubled.👈
👉If you change yourself ....🌹🌳

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Dar hai ya jalan hai
Pyaar hai ya mazak hai
Ansu ye gum ke hai ya dard ke hai
Kon jaane unki zindagi mei hum kon hai....

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In the deep encounter with grief and scars..
My soul died and body is alive..

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Unprecedented swerve of fate
Can scandalise you out of
Your placid unturbulent waters to
Create disharmony of imbalances
Making you raving mad and perplexed.

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