To the pseudo best friend,

Who still pretends to stay, 
but for me,
Left a long time ago..

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A Thank You Letter! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To the pseudo best friend, Who still pretends to stay, but for me, Left a long time ago.. The one, who once, appeared out of nowhere and showed up like a blessing to me, in a world full of cheaters. When I thought I knew the world, You came, first to prove my beliefs, mere delusions.. then to teach me that it's okay to trust.. It's okay to let go of all the assumptions I had, for once, that experience taught in past.. You came.. and changed the way.. I used to see the world, and gifted me a new perception, to see things. When I had no expectations, You came.. For me. Only to leave suddenly, one day And handed over my solitude back to me gracefully with a grin, with zero regrets. Not me, but YOU were the one, who wanted to cross the long unbreakable WALLS that I had built outside me for everyone.. YOU were the one, who succeeded not only in crossing those walls playfully.. But restored my faith in "true friendships" too. I mistook it with life-long FOREVER friends kinda commitment. When what you only meant was for a certain TIME.. according to your comfort, And with a set of terms and conditions, that I didn't even bother to sit in silence and think about. You never lied to me, I was the one who misunderstood.. And handed over my own loyalty to you, too quick. Not you. But a true betrayer was I.. To my beliefs. Now that you've returned those beliefs to me. I would say thank you! For proving that All the trust issues I had, were right. Now that, i have received them again. I'm whole heartedly thankful to you. But, it's JUST my heart, Who is complaining, not to you But to me, for making it feel like a FOOL. When it was beating happily with no hopes, it already knew that people ain't trustworthy, it used to breathe with peace, having no one to care about.. Only I was the one, who blindly convinced it, to take a chance and let someone enter the space that NO ONE was ever allowed, to even touch. Not you.. But a true betrayer was I, to my heart.. For that, I'd repeatedly thank you. For showing me that.. What all perceptions I had, were TRUE. Noone else, but I was the only one for me, and always will be.. And not YOU. To you, my dear Pseudo best friend.. No grudges, No hatred and No expectations. Just a request.. Don't try to touch the shattered pieces you broke my TRUST into, ever again. Don't try to come back, not even to bandage the bleeding wounds, in the name of sympathy. For the damage is done! And now i'm back to the stage, Where I used to think that I know the world. You made me believe, that I really do. And for that From the bottom of my heart, A big thank you ! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- #NaPoWriMo #apoemaday #Poem #01 #ThankYou #Letter #Pseudo #BestFriend #Letters #fake #broken #friendship #friends #love #heart #dedicated #trust #faith #world #life #YQbaba #time #disloyality #loyal #mask #Poetry #break

31 MAR AT 1:06

The Man with Silver Blood

You take a quick look 
and then turn a blind eye towards me. 
You see the mercury
gushing out of my wounds.
Yes, you look at me 
as if I were poisoned. 
Aren't you amazed 
that I'm still breathing? 
You are. 
But you see, 
mercury did not wound me.
You did. 
Your gut is full of it,
carefully packed,
suffocating you,
making you ignore 
your deep dark desires
that you think are unnatural.
I let my mercury take over me, 
I let it colour me 
the beautiful silver. 
Now you'll see, 
why I love the glitter.

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----------------- I am a man who loves to curl his eyelashes. I fancy looking at myself in the mirror licking my deep red matt lips. You can smell the floral Burberry in my neck concealed by my bottle green polka scarf. The pink eye shadow makes me look dreamy and my tights make my butt look cute. I'm waiting for the day when they'll launch a range of halters with laces. And oh, the crystal stellitoes! Don't you see my design? Now that you have noticed me, ignored my presence in my face, carry on with your day, and remember me later. Describe me to your friends and give me a sick nick name, remember my face and have a good laugh Remember my face. Tell them that you and me, we both love faux. I bought faux fur, you bought faux pas. I give you fauxpology, you give me fauxminism. -------------------------------------- #feminism #design #yqbaba #man #woman #love #silver #soul #transvestite #faux #pseudo #iandhermusings Post women's day feminism.

10 MAR AT 2:37