Slipping to the dark damp abyss again...
...it's getting harder to fight.....my mind....threatens to... engulf me..
....the lump in my throat gets solidified.....
I can't breathe......
..the despair has again it's claws into me....
.no one...I could ....look for help...
.no one near ...to pull me...out.
....I am a prisoner...here....
.on solitary confinement....
...doomed to the abyss.
Doomed ....to the abyss...

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"She blends the tie with her creative vision,
With a love for music, she can't fathom losing.
A walk of waking up from dreams horrifies her,
A red colour that they tie to her mind.
She mixes music with the red,
intensifying her,
In the serenity that awakens her terrors,
Then she finds solace in it."

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Beyond the mind-deep dive
Sadness edges closer to the hive
The sick mind, taking its toll
Like consuming the abyss scroll
My imagination that gives me the chills
Just staying quiet leaving the whole world behind
Relentless abyss that consumes the whole mind
Yet music's gentle touch soothes the storm inside

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just couldn't spot anything at once,
the blind spot of the eye when conspires with the blind
corners of the unlit room,
Spooky shadows and silhouettes susurrate in the
quietude of the noir night,
For the frail fear of the unknown,
And the anxiety of morrow travelling down the ingenuous veins,
Establishing their everlasting abode in the nooks and crannies of our nervy nerves,
With nobody to hold our back,
The straight line graph of life taking a sinusoidal dip,
Into the deep dark abyss of despair,
Raining emotions proliferate into
puddles of panic and oceans of oblivion,
Discarding the tension,
the stress from the nerves and capillaries
seems the only way to climb further,
Onwards and upwards....

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Walking in the endless abyss
Bump into someone who seems someone like me in past
The Darkness slowly fading as we walk
As the Glimmer of hope shine on us
But Somewhere in the midway
The Darkness corrupt the person that was like me in the past
Not Knowing anymore how to help as I sing the song which helped me in the way
But it All went in vain as our live still surrounded us by the shadow of Abyss

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The Trance in Destiny
(A Reverse Tanka and a Tanka)

From a pit to the abyss,
Hopeless —without the knife Swiss,
I just surrendered
To the trance of Destiny—
It proved to be bliss.

All is pre—ordained;
What has man's prayers ev'r gain'd—
Except hands blood-stained!
What will be, ergo, will be
Till the last breath is thus drained.

//Eve's Thought//

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Don't think you're lesser
than anyone nowhere
Don't be in deep abyss
but find peace in all-there.

While inking verses
I go too deep into
endless musing abyss
forcing myself whereto.

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Walking in the endless maze of illusion
As the  road leads to the abyss
Switching directions in the light of hope
But only ended up walking more close to the never ending darkness

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When a person becomes proud of himself,
the path to the abyss becomes clear.

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In the depth of Agony
Nothing seems pleasant
You search for a hand to hold,
Like a drowning sailor in the storm
But you grasp nothing
And keep on falling
In the dark abyss of despair

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