One need to contemplate how one spends own time
Putting other first and leaving yourself behind
Ignoring red flags and misreading the signs
Granting others serenity only to lose your own mind.

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MILLION YEARS BACK

I can hear how it blared
A million years ago
It was quieter
One can hear a pin drop silence
On the rain battered forest ground
It chimed like the barely audible clink
Of harmonics on a guitar
There is probably greatest virtue in the surrender
Of rustling trees blown by archaic winds  
We could all learn from that voice of nature
To be carefree and beautiful
in the hands of nature and time

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Internet explorer

Open whatsapp
Check texts
Open facebook
Check messages
Open instagram
Check posts
Send message
Like
Comment
Check
Look;

When did this liason
Begin
By a read receipt?
Will we
Now
Only measure intimacy
By an instastory
Or a tweet.

What do we have left,
Why can't we
Go back
To laughter
In a dinner seat !?

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sometimes we forgive hoping to forget
leave the past behind get rid of all regret.
sometimes to forgive is very hard to do
with the memories you have still inside of you.

you must find away to leave it all behind
you must find forgiveness erase it from your mind
open up your heart let yourself forgive
leave the past behind just move on and live.

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How do I express,
To the people I love most,
That the emptiness I feel inside
is no fault but my own?

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Nothing can endure you that love ,
If you yourself don't love yourself !

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You put on leather
as dark as your heart.
You utter words
as tapering as a knife.

You slink through shadows
and prey on the young
You desire a girl
But only one night

You tell her your lies
to trick her to say
and then like a coward
You run away.

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Day dreaming ,a delusion
Brings in us the pseudo cheerfulness
Which then confuses our excitement with the anxiety
And cuts off
making us vulnerable to
cope with the verity.

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The Bliss


And I decided to cast aside my bliss,
To proffer you that solace ;
& then I burnt that ecstasy,
To make you cosy;
& still you blaze our covets,
To feel leisure in my tears .

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~Breathing Hope~

//poemincaption//

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