a love.
that once wrapped in solace.
now a silent ache.
her absence,
a void that time never clears.
her caress,
once a haven so sweet
now a bitter sea.
still sometimes
lost in the waves of what once was.
this agony. so pure.
a poignant reminder of love's enduring pains.
oh! for. in her warmth, i found my tears.-
a love that found no home.
in november's arms, i'm left in the rain.-
and hope.
like a fleeting whisper in the wind,
sometimes feels present but elusive,
slipping through my grasp
when i try to hold onto it.
hope too feels so much like your love. feels there.
but never there.-
don't ask questions about longing.
look in my face.
whatever i was looking for
was always you.-
words spoken in vain.
your love, once fierce, feels gone.
silent tears trace the paths of memories.
like a haunting, bitter sweet song.
in the ruins of what was, a heartache that won't decay.
but in the end, i must find my own way.
for if saying goodbye comes so easy to you,
then it's only right for me to walk away.-
in the tides of my heart,
i'm lost in this sea,
of hating you and
loving the memories of you.-
there's an undeniable allure
in those who share their knowledge graciously,
lifting you up rather than leaving you feeling inadequate
for what you've yet to learn.-
iv)
a parting devoid of empathy.
as i slipped away, a tearful vow,
forever unseen, though i'll miss you deeply,
i'll let go of what could have been
or never could have been.
it was nice meeting you.-
iii)
wish i told you before i left,
like how you want of me, i never judge you
and that i love you always in all your versions
but you were too sleepy,
lost in dreams so clear.-
ii)
tossed in sleepless night,
i yearned for your embrace,
yet you returned, a stranger,
lost in empty space.
you stumbled, a shattered melody,
high and happy in hours deep.-