Sometimes I don't know whether it's me who can't be around people or if people just can't be around me.

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I'm just a girl who can't make friends but wants friendships.

I want to be part of groups but I easily feel left out.
I spend time with them but I overthink every second of the time spent.
I express all of a sudden but suddenly I feel like no one is interested or listening.
I label them as friends easily but later i realise that it was only me from the beginning.
I express, and I get judged. If I don't express, I feel suffocated.
I accept them for the way they are with all the detailing but when it comes to me I hear only words like you like this like that, you need to change, you won't understand, you won't change and all of that.
I feel they are mine and feel possessive because of fear of losing them but they take it in another way as if it is a flaw.
I ask and question but when it comes to me I wonder if even one person would try to stay if I went silent.

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The thing about some of us is that even after a long gap, we talk to certain people with the same energy. I know words can sometimes haunt us, but it’s okay, we understand each other, and maybe while talking, things might get better.

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When someone tries to communicate openly, it’s important to listen patiently and understand without judging because if you judge or distance yourself, that person might never open up the same way again.

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Jab Shivji Bholenath ban jaate hain
Log unki karuna ka fayda uthate hain
Toh Maa Parvati Shakti ban kar unki raksha karti hain
Aur jab koi maa Parvati ko dukh dete hain, woh Mahakaal ban kar khud utar aate hain

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The best thing is when you call someone out in frustration, anger and they respond with a joke or roast, or just try to calm you down. Best, best, and best kind of bonds!

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These days, Im really loving my energy, as if I’m getting back to myself like crushing on celebrities, stalking them, especially my main Shahid, and discussing those aww and wow scenes with some people around which just doubles the joy.

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Maybe we feel we belong, but maybe it was always a mirage.

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When you say it hurts and the person still does the same, you should know where you stand.

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Some stay because you are good and kind
Some stay simply because they want to stay.

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