I cannot reach like your chats,
I didn't live as per your wish,
I may have gone wrong,
Because it's my way of living.
But trust me baby,
The word once you have said,
To comfort me, now is meaningless.
They are now just the words.
The heart aches I overcome
Is so painful.
You turned my expectations into ashes,
My hope into burning flames.
I hoped you will comfort me,
I waited you for many days,
I thought I will get your shoulder
But, ....
Never seen any shoulders,
Never heard any comfort words.
At time all I needed was you.
You left me idle baby...
I never want to lose you for sure,
But meanwhile, I cannot beg you to be mine.
I really miss the old days very badly.
They still live in me and around me.
When I can't control,
I will carry those memories in my heart
Like a living dream that still exists.
©Shwetha A
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