I exist... !!

Every morn I open my eyes, I feel I exist,
Every breath I take, I feel I exist,
Every time I hear my core, I feel I exist,
Every time I ask my soul "Who am I?" , I feel I exist,
I exist even if am not the brightest star,
I exist even if am not the most exquisite flower,
I exist even if my shadow is dark,

I exist ,to find me.!!

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But you choose to smile...😄

The night is long,
you have tons of words to speak,
but you can't,
you have gallons of complains,
but you convey none,
you have innumerable questions,
but you ask for none,
you want to shriek out loud,
but you choose silence,
you are in pain,
but you choose to smile...😃

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"SWARAJ"- THE BURNING DESIRE FOR FREEDOM

The skies were muddy,
Suffused with the sand grains blown by the parade of soldiers,
Swarm of people coming from divergent fragments of captivated 'Bharat',
All heading towards the belief that they will be free,
Free from the slavery of the whites,
The plethora of emotions,
the burning desire for freedom were same in all the casts, creeds, religions,
When the homeland witnessed the slaying of thousands of its sons and daughters,
Brothers and sisters,
When the homeland imbibed every drop of the flowing blood of the soldiers,

The fighters smiled and repeated together -
" Our blood is still warm ,
Swaraj is our bright light, we shall have it".

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DECEIVED BY FIDELITY

Her eyes were closed,
And she was lying on a bed of rose
She was with the gent she dreamt of,
The gent roving with her in the verdant valleys,
Holding her tottering hands with affability and warmth ,
Uttering words of brace
His promises were a glorious consolation,
All seemed as "the first day of spring"

She unfastened her eyes,

Holy Moses!!!!

The bed she was lying on, was a bed of 'thorny' roses,
Pricking her tender, vulnerable soul,
The valleys 'in no wise' were green,
The warmth in the hands now turned into sheer cold,
The phony promises seemed to her like 'bright colours to a blind man'

Ugh!
She realized,
She was deceived by reality,
She was deceived by fidelity.

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When I'm dead.
Your tears will flow
But I won't know
Cry with me now instead.

You will send flowers,
But I won't see
Send them now instead

You'll say words of praise
But I won't hear.
Praise me now instead

You'll forget my faults,
But I won't know.....
Forget them now instead.

You'll miss me then,
But I won't feel.
Miss me now, instead.

You'll wish You could have spent more time with me,
Spend it now instead

When you hear I'm gone, you'll find your way to my house to pay condolence but we haven't even spoken in years.
Look for me now.

- Lee Tzu Pheng

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Where do I find HAPPINESS?

NO, Nobody can precisely define it
For some HAPPINESS is the culmination of accomplishment of financial rank,
For some it's to congregate piles of degree,
For some it's the ecstasy of love,
For some HAPPINESS is like watching sunrise of their life and
For some it's like watching sunset of other's lives
'HOLY CRAP'.........
What is HAPPINESS????
Where do I find bliss???
WHERE DO I FIND HAPPINESS???

- Shriparna Chattopadhyay

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Bilkulll..♥️

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Expectations...💫💫

Expectations, fluttering high: so high that the twine of expectancy erratically flies away,
Far away from our vicinage,
Those anticipations then seems to be nugatory...........
But ' Heavens to betsy' , let my convictions, fluttering expectations retort back to me,
Let me amass, let me fly...💖💖

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मैं ढूंढती रही तुम्हें इस चाहत के कोहरे में,
पर तुम मिले नहीं........
मैं ढूंढती रही तुम्हें पाने की चाह में
पर तुम मिले नहीं..........

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RECUPERATION🌷
Oh,
Behold, I lost myself,
I lost myself in this clingy, Shamming, illusive world
I lost my opinions, my integrity,
I relinquished myself to some lucid goals and obscure people..............
..........Tempus Fugit...........
I started to repossess myself
My thoughts, opinions
I started to love me,
I started to inquire about me.
I feel I am reconquering my territory,
The domain which belongs to me
And only me...........
Copacetic, I RECUPERATED myself ❤️😌🌷

- Shriparna Chattopadhyay

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