Often, I picture me
Reading books and watching movies
Sitting on benches of old banyan tree
Making up stories in my head
And catching myself silent
When i think no one notices me.

All i can do is hope
That when i close my eyes
My mind is filled with serenity.

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When it came to stopping them,
I realized that they had already left.

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Started to making peace
With the loneliness i have.

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Eek shor hai mujhme
Jo khamosh bohot hai.

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Eek safar tha guzar gaya,
Eek nasha hai utar jaega.

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Somewhere between
Swollen eyes and dark circles,
I am still alive.

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I cried to the point where i could not breathe anymore..
So yeah! I know how badly things hurt.

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Today i sat with my pen
After so long.
It feels good somewhere
For being able to write
Even after all those horrible nights.
But at the same time,
It feels dejected that i have
To write about my pain at night.
Where I should be filled with
Joy of the new morning and new beginning,
Here i am writing about the same old pain again.

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A mind filled with emotions full of emptiness.

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I remain awake most of the times.
Not knowing what to feel exactly,
I end up being in my most lowest state.

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