Too long that I had allowed myself to be weighed down
Too long that I had tried to save the self from the world's unwanted frowns
Those were moments of transient safety
Safety that probably meant a secured 'captivity'-but one that stared too hard at the meaning of my nativity
Trading my existence to an act so beautifully masked...until the insides burst
The colors were wild ...too bright to be caged inside
Being an outlaw..being alone felt strong
Maybe stronger ..even as the world assumed me to be wrong
The 'self' felt so defined..as I overstepped the boundaries the world had outlined
The weeds of freedom slowly creeped right over the confined walls of fear
Was there really anything to choose?
The one who embraced the self ..had nothing more to lose...
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