I had gotten so used to pushing all my feelings away,
Wanted me to express love but "I love you" wasn't something i could say,
Nobody tried to understand me they just went on about their day,
I'm the most open and vulnerable only when on my bed I lay,
I was trapped in the darkness but I held onto that one light ray,
There was nothing I could see but I hoped that it would show me the way,
I wanted to be as free as the cool wind that liked to sway,
I kept trying and trying to survive this and I did pray,
But what was the point, I didn't know if i'd ever get out of this, I only may,
I couldn't see the bright colours- everything was black and grey,
The world is just built that way coz only in times of need do they say hey,
In spite of how much ever my heart died I pretended to be okay,
At the end of the day, no one cared it's only you who did pay.-
All I wanted was good karma,
How did I end up with all this trauma?-
You tried to make me feel hated,
But you left me feeling all motivated.-
I know lately I've been a moody teen,
And at times I say things I really don't mean,
But you've dealt with me with such calmness so I've got to say you're a real queen,
You're beautiful inside out, especially your mind, it's evergreen,
This bond is hard to find, so thank you for constantly reminding me about how on you I can always lean.
You are a very empowering and motivating woman who's smile can light up the entire room,
Just hearing your voice makes even bolt's face bloom,
Whenever our long, deep conversations have a break, my days seem to gloom,
You definitely understood by now just how much I love you, I assume,
Your sweetness is even sweeter than the aroma of any perfume.
You should know that dad and I love you A LOT,
I felt guilty every single time you and I actually fought,
My heart used to start spiralling into this huge knot,
But then when you spoke to me with a smile my happiness is something anyone even miles away could spot,
So a very happy birthday to you my dearest maa, keep laughing because that's a beautiful personality you've got!-
Writing is a beautiful work of art,
In order to excel it, you must insure to
write from heart.-
You made me feel like the connection between us was like a lock and its key,
Apparently I was wrong since you said you didn't feel the same way about me,
It was too late, I was attached to you, so in spite of everything, I continued to be your friend and I just let things be...-
I once used to die to meet my so called "best friends" every single day,
Now I like to curl up in my blanket and far apart from the crowds I lay,
The people I called my best friends - toxic stuff is all they could ever do or say,
I used to run to those few people just so that they made me feel okay,
Now from these people, i find myself running far and far away....-
The Three L's
LUCK, LOVE, LIFE.
These are three words with deep meanings. But the catch is, only you get to decide if they're negative or positive ;)-
Quarrel so often but it can't compete with the amount of laughter you exchange,
The constant cycle of being unsatisfied and suddenly being proud of one another remains unchanged,
Seems like its a tsunami against an earthquake when the two of you start to rage,
Sometimes I start to wonder if it's you guys or me that's elder in age,
Of course its you but im goin insane coz of the fact that your fights don't necessarily make sense and are strange,
I guess it's true, what they say,
Hate and love go on in loops throughout the entire way,
I used to hate it before but I've learnt that it's okay,
In spite of all your obstacles I love how together you guys choose to stay,
Also to understand half of your inside jokes you guys laugh about, to God I shall pray.
Jokes aside, honestly you guys make an amazing team,
You are also amazing business partners with excellent schemes,
Things will get better and won't be as hard as they seem,
Anddd a favour please, don't team up and scold me since you guys are such a powerful pair it becomes a little too extreme,
Haha jk love you both so so so so sooooo much, Happy Anniversary to the people who in my eyes are most supreme♡︎ꨄ︎♡︎ꨄ︎
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Teachers are one of our greatest blessings,
Whether they help us study, dance, play sports or sing,
They hold prestigious crowns but unlike old kings,
Their crowns are invisible yet they shine brighter than diamond rings;
They do so much for us to become better people,
Train us to the point where our skills become sharper than a needle,
Balancing between being our friend to our teacher so smoothly, almost like turning a dial,
All this just for helping us to keep our heads held high, fly as high as an eagle;
When we don't understand things, everything is dark and they are our light, the sun's ray,
They help us see colours when everything seems black and grey,
Yes, they do scold us and rage when our assignments we delay,
Yet we love them for everything they do, so thank you Teachers! And Happy Teachers' Day!!!
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