Writing is forgetting for me and letting myself free from everything to run in a land of freedom.

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To Mathew Perry, Thank you for making me laugh with your big wide smile.

Thank you for making me realise that trauma and abuse could be resolved with a happy ending.

Thank you for being a wonderful part of my comfort world.

I am missing you way too much.

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Home

I have never felt at home growing up. It just didn't exist for me.

I'm 24 now and it's been so long that I have been searching for my home.

Honestly, speaking we are souls/stardust in the body of humans having a distinctive experience maybe once in different lives. Who knows!

But I do know one thing now,

"My body is my HOME"

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I need a trigger to write.

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Why am I trying to become something I never was in the first place?

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I am here but am I really here?
No.

I am somewhere out, not in the present, past or future but somewhere deep dwelled in the pain.

I feel like my pain is too much and the grief I have to process is a lot for a lifetime.

Even if I can exist, that will be more than okay in this lifetime.

The important thing is and should be "I am breathing."

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I am okay the way I am

I am okay with the way I feel, think and act. And I think it's beautiful to feel this way, to think for others before you and to act out of love, not for love.

I think souls like me are hard to find and the ones who lost me were probably not alive.

Because I'm too full of life to be half loved.

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I promise to never leave my own house again to find solace in somebody else's shadow or streets of a homeless person.

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New People, New Culture, New City,
She was ready to experience it all!

Until the flying guy came and liberated her from the shackles that were pulling her down.

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Tired of putting in so many efforts
Tired of striving for perfection
Tired of living
Tired of mere surviving
Tired of breathing.
But you know what I'm not tired of.
WRITING|EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS

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