Thoughts lately
On my many writings
Notes and letters
All my life
Journals tucked away and found again
My way of squirreling away my thoughts
Into cubbies and old drawers
What will they find when I'm gone
Yes, when I'm gone.
My hope is they find my love
Still holds them tight
That they know on their loneliest nights
That I chose them,
Even after enduring the pain of loss
I chose them
When they know the pain
May they know I loved them through the same hurt,
No matter what.
May they know love never dies
My child, I chose you to love every day
My husband today, I still choose you
My parents
My friends
Please know, I always chose love
For those that left me,
To those I thought a friend
But not so much in the end
My hope is for you to be happy
To be healthy
To be safe and loved
For those who hate me,
Should you for whatever reason
I wish you love
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