OVERTHINKING.
Battles fought in sleepless nights
Leading me to insanity?
War fought against ones own
Suddenly shaking soul to tremble,
Forest genes are passing out
When vanished in OVERTHINKING,
Crumbled in crazy illusions
Thrusted by past lines and confusions
Sometimes,getting addicted like weed
I overthink of the miseries
Then say it's ok Saveera !
My own response to the immense soul,
Rippled in roots and the pathways
Crossing it , but the synaptic stoppage
Twigs , blossoming buds of overthinking
Blooms out the depression and anxiety,
Is it malignant like cancer?
Increasing the cranial capacity of thoughts
Making nerve impulses rush and stop
Taking me to fantasies of overthinking ,
Then I make peace with it
Instantly I forget and am shivered,
Am I a psychopath?
Tangling in what,if ,how,why?
Overthinking with the two faces
One saying I am out of it
Other yelling I am deep into it ,
Then i sleep with the verse
WATA WAKKAL ALAL LAAH,
WA KA FA BILLAHI WAKEELA.
And put your trust in ALLAH,
And sufficient is ALLAH as trustee,
Disposer of affairs .
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