There's so much I am feeling and feeling all at once that I fall short of words to express them. All I know is that it feels terrible to be this way. It's not like I am on the verge of giving up on anything but the persistence of this uncertainty is draining me. I always wonder is there a way out? If yes, then where is it I can go? And please don't tell me time heals it all. Eventually things will get better.
I am afraid that someday when I should really be happy I'll end up feeling nothing at all.
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