Kaafi arso baad mila tumse aaj
Akhir wo din ah hi gaya
Jiska tha mujhe besabri se intejar,
Yaad hai mujhe aj bhi
Apka wo neeli saree pehenkar mere
Paas ah kar bhetna;
Or chupke se mujhe dekhna,
Notice kiya tha maine v
Wo apka sharmana,
Apne baloo ko sawarne ke bahane se mujhe dekhna;
or thora ghabrana
Waise hum v dekh rahe the apko;
Kabhi phone ke bahane se to kabhi
Pani peene ke bahane se,
Akhir dekhu v kyu na, apke
do naino ne jo katle aam kiya tha mujhe,
Acha lag rha tha mujhe apka ghabrana,
Saree k palu ko thik karna
Or mujhe pyar se bulana,
Bus sab jaise ek moment sa ban chuka tha
Or is moment par hum ghuste chale ja rhe the,
Bus, Acha lag rha tha apke sath baithkar apse baatein karna,
Pta nahi kya fir hum kabhi nil payenge ya nahi?
Ya kisi din dekhunga apko
Kisi or k sath,
Waise hum the to ajnabe
Par sukoon mila tha mujhe milkar apse
Shayad hum kabhi paye...
Par dua me yaad rahogi ap mere
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Is safar mein hu to mein akele,
Par zehen or maan mein rehti
ho sath tum mere;
To kya hua jo hum mil na paye
Par tumhara saya sath rehti hai mere,
Yaad hai na wo college k din
Jab tumhare picha karta tha mein,
Or tum jab dikh jao,
to dosto se batein karne ke bahane se tumhe dekhta tha,
Undino tumhari muskurahat ko dekhkar
Dil ko sukoon milta tha,
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
Tumhe dekhne ki talab me
apne jaan se hi hath dho betha tha,
Chooth lagi thi kaafi
Par tumhari wo ek hasi ne,
Sare dard num ho gaye
Bhale hi hum sath nahi hai
Par dil se tumhe ab bhi utna hi chahta hoon,
Tum aj jaha v ho khush raho
Dil se yahi chahta hoon,
Shayad kismat ne yahi likha tha...
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Shei tumi ajo royecho amar buker modhe
Tomar chobi ajo ache amari modhe
Tumar bhalobashai ekhono ami mughdo,
Tobu mone korina tomai
Kenona tumi to amar modhei royecho;
Ajo kintu tomar jinis gulo
Sambhliye rekhechi ami,
Tobuo majhe majhe ekante tomar kotha
Guloi sunni,
Jano?
Ajo kintu shei pakhi gulo ashey amader chade
Ar ashe sudhu tomai kujhe,
Tobu majhe majhe khub eka lage
Jokhon amar sukhe thako na tumi kache,
Tomai chute pai na tobuo tumi royecho
Amari modhe, tai nijeke khub bhalo bashi
Keo dukho dille ami hashi.
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Tum pas hoti ho to acha lagta hai mujhe
Tumhara hath pakar kar chalna
Sukoon dilata hai mujhe,
Khwahishen to bohot hai tumhe lekar
Pura karogi kya?
Agar mein kabhi rooth jao
To manaogi kya?
Ya fir chor kar chali jaogi
Baki sabhi ki tarah,
Tumme baat to kuch alag hai
Hone se tumhari kuch
Alag wali rahat hai,
Kuch khwab jur chuke hai tumse
Kabhi itminan se ana
Milaunga tumhe inse.-
Ye dil jo panna panna fata hai
Kabhi parna usme kya likha hai,
Wo shamein jis k labjo par kabhi mera naam huwa karta tha
Aj unhi labjo mein kisi dusra ka naam huwa karta hai;
Jo jeete jee mera naam nahi likha tha
Unhi hoton par marta tha,
Par galti teri nahi hai pagli
Are log to aksar har wo keemti
Cheeso se mukar jate hai jo unki bas ki nahi,
Par dua puri shiddat se karta hoon
Kisi or k baho me khush rahe tu
Kyuki pyar to maine v kiya tha re pagli puri shiddat se.-
Koi lachar hai isliye bimaar hai
Koi bimar hai isliye lachar hai,
Kabhi waqt mille to sochna
Ye sali zindagi v kitni nerali hai;
Ek waqt tha chot lagne malam lagaya krte the
Aj dil todne par samal jaya karte hai,
Pehle hum logo ke sath raha karte the
Par ajkal khudgarjo k sath raha karte hai,
Pehele larna manana roj ka kam tha
Par ajkal larte hai to rishte hi tooth jate h
Sach me zindagi ka ye tajurba,
Humme bahut bara bana diya
Dekhte hi dekhte bahut kuch sikha diya-
Zindagi ki iss rail gadi mein
Bohot kuch humne gawaya or thoda paya,
Ab to ghao v kuredta nahi humme
Dard ka ehsaas bhi hota nahi humme
Jisse v itminan se aeitbar hota h;
Kuch apni aukaad dekhate h, or kuch
Khass dur bohot dur kahi ghoom ho jate h,
Ajkal to wakif ban chuka hu inse
Ki koi taqaluf nahi hota humme
Log iss bher me khudgarj bante ja rahe h
Swarth ke bina koi kisi ka nahi
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Such short days
Painted is known ways a nest,
Such short nights,
Where familiar delights
blossom and rest
We were lost in a haze,
A disordered maze of distress
Wherever you go i'll follow
That shadow road,
Still today that wild
Secret heart remains-
A LONELY DAY
The waning light is painting
patterns in the room
The shadow of the leaves have
given life to the self portrait of frida kahlo
Mind is wandering around
Feel like spreading my wings
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