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Just like the moon is afraid of the eclipse, i'm afraid of losing you !

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You've locked me up into the cage of your memories.
This cage is absolutely dark and gloomy.
It has no walls at all, just an empty void.
No light to be seen, no way to escape.
I neither feel cold nor warmth here, all I can feel here is pain, an unexplainable pain.
Oh ! my beloved come back once and set me free from this cage for now i am choking here.

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The day you left me,
my heart sinked somewhere
inside my body !

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Make peace with yourself.
Wallahi ! Nobody besides Allah s.w.t is truly your's.

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// P o w e r O f C r y i n g //

I was so forlorn, gloomy and lost.
I was so dejected, hopeless and restless that I wasn't able to stay at one place.
The light of contentment, peace and patience was slowly and slowly dimming out in my heart. My heart was full of rust and my soul was full of stains, stains of my sin's. From a human being I was slowly and slowly turning out a stone and I actually could feel that. Then one night, my heavy, wilted heart screamed out ; " Ya Allah ! Help me out for you're the only one I need ", I screamed again ; " Ya Allah ! Cleanse my heart, Kindle your ray of "sakoon" in my dark and restless heart. I cried for hours and hours and he was listening to me. He didn't sat anything, He didn't judge me like people of his World do. He just kept on listening to me until i ended up it all. Just few minutes after i cried, suddenly, i felt so relaxed. I got that inner contentment and peace that I was waiting for since age's. It was nothing else but the response from my God, my God responded !
Indeed and truly, He is near to us, all watching & listening and indeed He is responsive.

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Lock me up in a room full of book's, flower's, and music.

Lock me up in a room with a small window, where from i can see the Moon, Stars & the mountain's.

Lock me up there and throw away the Key's my dear!

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that after every night there come's a bright Day no matter how long the night last's .

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// S T A R S //

I often gaze at the Star's.
Star's kinda inspire me.
Despite of the darkness
of the night; they're
surrounded by, they shine
& twinkle, illuminating the
dark & gloomy sky.
The glittering light of the
star's brings beams of hope
& healing along with it,
illuminating the dark & gloomy
world where i live in.

I often talk to the star's, show
them all of my scar's, pour my
heart out to them for they feel
like home to me !

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