मगर तुम्हरे पास वक़्त नहीं।

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I feel i'm not the only one
to add magic to the serenity of a place,
to be someone's guiding light in the dark,
to be someone's comfort place to share everything,
to be someone's personal diary,
to be someone's peace,
Also, just like the moon, in all phases of my life,
I know no matter how good I am,
when the sun comes up,
I'm left,
UNAPPRECIATED and ALL ALONE.

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loving him in the hardest times,
believing in him when things go haywire,
trusting him when he is out of my sight
And just making sure to bring a smile on his face in every situation.

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These 3 am thoughts give you a reality check of everything going on.

One moment you feel good for being real,
The other moment you realise people who are double-faced are living a happier and more peaceful life.

One moment you feel happy for being a go-to person for everyone.
Next moment you realise that your trust has been shaken so bad that you still don't recall the last time you have shared your feelings with anyone.

One moment, you are proud of just carrying smiles everywhere you go,with everyone you meet.
And then realisation hits you hard when you understand that the smile on the outside is just to ignore and let go the billions of disappointments that goes at the bottom of ur heart.

And then, you finally realise, the only thing that matters at the end of the day is 'Peace' and you know 'only' you can be your own peace in this chaotic, double-faced and self obsessed world. :)

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"I understand you"
Rather than,
"You never understand me."

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Ab soch liya maine bhi,
Udaas nai rehna hai...
Wo kya hai na
Udaas karne wale bahut hai..
Magar manaane wala koi nahi hai..

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I dreamt of us being together.



Those dreams came true.

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Sharing a tiffin with 10 friends was love,
Attending lectures were more challenging than bunking them,
Carrying an extra pen for your best friend was the biggest responsibility,
And your personal diary was your favourite secret keeper.

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We'd never know the reason why we always felt incomplete inspite of having everything.

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The fresh air of the garden,
The smell of camphor every evening,
The undivided love and care from my parents,
The competitive atmosphere with my sibling
And above all,
The togetherness of my FAMILY.

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