​Ab jo bichad gyi hu tujhse toh chalo khwaabon mei milte hain,
Jaise sookhe hue fool kitabon mei milte hai.

Tujhe paane ki kashish nahi ,mei toh tujhe bhulane ki khwaaish rakhti hu,
Guzar jaega yeh daur bhi ,zra sa itminaan toh rakh hi sakti hu.

Mera khyaal zehen se tum hata na sakoge,
Agar kholo tum ithaas Mera ,toh mujhe tum bhula na sakoge.

Aur na kre koi mere ishq pr sawaal kabhi,
Mere Mehboob nei mujhe hr dafa aazmaya hai.
Taa Umar sath rehna chahti thi mei ,
Hr ghadi usne mujhe awara tehraya h.

Aur kon kehta hai likhne Se dard km hota hai,
Murshad mne hr raat khudko takiye pr Dum todte dekha h.
Voh mujhe hr Dum jo apna batata raha,
Usne mujhe kachre ki bhaati feka hai.

Mujhe malaal nahi ki tu chla gya , 
Mne toh use khoya h Jo Mera tha hi nahi.
Ik din malaal tujhe hoga ,tune use kho dia Jo sirf Teri hi thi.

Khali Khali Mera dil ik Dum se bhar gya,
Tujhe paane ki khwaaish mei Mera imaan mar gya.

Tere waadon ki trah Tera ishq bhi aadha raha,
Is ishq mei izhaar Kam, intzaar thoda Jada raha.

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He left you.Now what next?
-They asked.
He left me but his memories isn't. Strong women set their own limits and my boundaries will not allow me to start things again with someone. Those memories are enough for me to enjoy my life.❣
-she replied ❣

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Agar thik se Tay kar sakti,
toh aaj tum aur mei kabhi sath na hote.Mei tmhare sath hu par mujhe koi aur Behad pasand h,voh jiske kiye hue vaade sacche lgte h.Asa nhi h yeh chand dino ki mohbat h,tum meri zimmedaari ho isliye mene wafa hmesha nibhaai h par tumne mujhe kai reason diye tumse dur jane ke,kabhi lgta tha chord kr chli jau pr yeh dil kehta tha agr ik ka nhi hua toh kisi ka nhi hounga.
Tumse kabhi jhut nhi bola,
pr usse pyar mera saccha hi h.
Tumhe kabhi dhoka ni dia ,
pr usse wafa mne hr pal nibhaai h .
meri mohbatt thi voh aur tm zimmedaari meri,
aur mne dono mei Zimmedaari ko chun lia.

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Mai tumse bepanha pyar kar lugi,
Tum mujhe apnaoge kya?
Mei tumhara hmesha sath dugi,
Tum mujhe sab btaoge kya?
mei tumse tohfe nahi mangugi,
Tum apna waqt bas de paoge kya?
mei har pal tumhara hath thaam lugi,
tum mujhpe bharosa dikhaoge kya?
Aur suno suna hai salwar kameez pasand hai tumhe,
Mei tmhare khatir salwar kameez pahan lugi,
tum mere baalo mei gajra lagaoge kya???

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It's crazy,
how we fall in love for the first time at very young age and dream of getting married to the same person while in most of the cases the other person cheat or just never think of the same or just move on so easily🙂

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Kyun zindgi baar baar Ithaas ke vahi panne par laakar mujhe khada krdeti hai,Kyun ithaas baar-baar khudko dohrata aaya hai,Kyun mujhe fir tum utna hi yaad aane lge ho.
TUMSE ISHQ KRNA GALAT THA KYA?
AGAR GALAT THA TOH TUM BATAO SAHI KYA THA?
TUMHARA HAATH THAAMNA GALAT THA KYA?
AGAR GALAT THA TOH TUMPAR BHAROSA KRNA KESE SAHI THA.
aur agr bharosa krna sahi tha toh tumhare sath saare sapne dekhna galat kyun tha?
SACH BATAO TUM PYAR KRTE BHI THE KYA?
AGAR KARTE THE TOH TMHARA YUN CHORD KAR CHALE JANA SHI THA KYA?
agar tmhara chord kar chala jana shi hai toh tumhara fir wapas aana galat h kya?

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Aaj fir usne apni mohbatt ka izhaar kia,aur is baar mera jawab haan tha ik lambe waqt ke baad maano mujhe voh sab milgya tha jo mei chahti thi.
"Dil mera tha pr raaz voh krta tha,
kitna bhi ladd le magar pyar bahut krta tha"
mei der raat 2 bje tak jagne wali ab 10 baje sojaya krti thi,voh 8 bje sone wala mujhe sulakr hi aakhein band krta tha.Ab subha 'good morning ' se shuru aur shaam 'goodnight' pr khatm hone lagi thi.
"Din raat baat krne k baad bhi baaetien jo adhuri hh meri,
tum aajao firse krdo meri kahani poori."
mere labo se jaada meri aakhein meri mohbatt ka paigaam usko dene lagi.meri hr saans maano ab uska hi naam lene lagi❣

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jis din tumne pehli baar haath thama tha,voh pal aaj bhi zehen m zinda hai mere,
maana raste alag h,magar mera dil janta h idaare galat nahi the tere.
Rishta dono ka tha,jo jald hi tut gya,
kai log hai zindgi m magar sbse kareeb tu hi raha.
Teri har khata manjoor thi mujhe,
bas khudse dur nahi krna chahti thi tujhe.
jiska dar tha voh ho din aana hi tha,
jo nahi sun-na tha tune voh hi kha.
maano mohbatt bahut pehle hi khatm hogyi thi,
bs dil ki baatein ab zubaan pr aane lgi.
kabhi akela pao khudko toh bina kuch soche aa jaana,
bs kabhi kisi bhi pal khudko akela na paana.
Ishq tumse hmesha saccha tha mera,
bus pta nahi kyun man badal gya tera.

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when he first said "I dont care for you anymore"
I want to ask when and exactly what time did it happened.
when he no longer loved me i realised at that point that he may have other priorities.
when his actions and words became harsh the very point I felt disrespectful.
but is it really his fault?
somewhere a big no. It's neither me nor him who suffered.It was my heart that lost someone.Everyone crave for that peace,happiness
And then for the fist time i realised nobody was wrong , everyone has their own priorities so do I.
we can't force anyone to love the same way we did and sometimes he says I never asked for what you did and at that time you realise you do what makes you happy and he is doing what makes him happy❣ sometimes we loose our self-respect and that's completely our choice.No dependent women/men gets respect.

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