I tried..
Tried hard
And am fading...

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I want something real
A world without noise of notifications, neither whispers of emojis nor texts filled with concerns..
I wanna run through woods
Dance in rain
Sing to the moon..
Kiss sunrays..
Ohh I want something real
I wanna touch,
I wanna feel,
I wanna embrace and Love..
And fly through liberal roads!

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I love the way soft glimpse of sun kisses slow rain,
I adore smell of fanciful words swirling around Jane Eyre without any strain..
Isn't it nice to sit quiet and watch fresh shower of flora?!
Turning pages, listening to distinct delusions of musical aura.
Later I caught myself envying your love for him!

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I kicked everything out of my heart..
Which I thought would never depart.
Nor stars neither the moon I see..
It's vacuous like visage of empty sea!
Coldness cordially cuddled my cheeks...
Nothing real I felt for weeks ..
Dried eyes delved me into darkness..
Sleeping with my soul in stillness !
Does this define my despondent state ?!
Or, is this an irrational tale my mind create?

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Hey, Purpose of daylight
Essence of existence..
How does it feel to witness something ,that you never thought, change?! For real.
Say for leaves, your feathers I would call...
Skin of green replaced by yellow drought..
And then falls into desperate silence forever.

You perceived its growth,
Never deceived its glow..
Delightful you stood at its swirl, curl of luminous lips.
Keeping it alive, sharing your half filled chalice of spirit..
Nourishing it with own roots..
Eventually , it departs without consent...
Or
Were you capricious like irrational psyche?!
Uncertainties, affliction, conflicts could pernicious pure.
I behold them falling off you
Failing your frightened faith.
Does pain left your abode dear friend?!
Do you wanna drink merlot for your misery?!
You lose them everyday,
Yet you stand strong with might and pride.
Pour me that secret drink
So that my insides stay sane..
Oh true , for you I can write an everlasting elegy.

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Stop,
Danger, danger
Noisy concerns tried to chain my cells..
Uncovered breasts entrapped chants of exuberance
I sprinted in haste to everlasting spring, I hope.
Florets blushed at my sight,
While insights embraced adventurous craves..
Snakes snarled, Grapes gnarled..
I met my destiny at meadow of midnight.
There, I got my wings of life
Longing like a lover, it entwined my roots..
Lunatic lungs stole layers of air at once,
Next moment
I was near ,
everything was clear..
To the clouds I flew , shaking off all the dusts.
She's gone
Into liberation I singed....

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"Her long tresses laboured the tales of aspirations
Eyelids buried distress along with decisions of fool
Lazy lips reminded rays of destitution
Cold is she ,
Bold ,broken.
Wild her desires
Unravelled, unspoken. "

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I ran, ran and ran
Through dark deep woods, barefoot..
Beneath giggles of brook, naked and naive..
Like Eve in paradise, left without Adam.
Faint faded skin befriended benign breeze.
I felt like storm, so strong and serene .
Crossing rough rocks, left trails of red roses.
Faster, fanatic wicked wind grabbed my thighs..
Slapping my visage vivaciously it went ...

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Weapon of women, they summoned.
Sweetness of secret affairs, your scent knocked off my consciousness days ago..
Squirming seductively through throat, your tongue eloped to my untouched , unseen parts.
Unraveling unfettered, my lazy limbs raced rapidly..
Peeling off the skin of certainty you ran through those coward confusions.
Your smooth curves uplifted my crave , giving birth to dangerous desires.
Your firm fingers disrupted dreams of dazzling days.
Hey, Disguise of Devil's blood
When nauseous nerves tasted your essences slowly..
My eyes wrote breaths of burdens..
Passion of betrayed heart,
Soft thin layer of lips of yours Grabbed strings of my soul into stillness ...
You, Mistress of death
Your voice, wine of bitterness ..
Your glow, gorgeous attire of coldness..
Your breasts, breaths of dirges.
Tonight you lay with my wife!

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Passionate pieces of heart. ..
It burns, bounce, breaks.
Lines left unsaid...
It cries, crawls, creates.
Giggles of Hopes
It sings, sails, steals.
It's all you wanna own.

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