It hurts when you see, you are losing bond with every single person with whom you used to be close and happy once. It hurts when you can't communicate properly with them.it hurts when you keep blaming yourself for no-reason. Online sector used to be your favorite time once , but slowly it became depressing. You are losing your communication skill again, you are being busy with unrealistic thoughts more. You are watching people being happy in their world an accusing yourself why can't i be happy like them ? You miss that cheerful you more and it makes your self-esteem lower . And the cycle goes on. That same busy life, not breeze of refreshment , that whole disgusting part of over thinking and being down and all goes over and over again.
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