THE CENTRE

the way I went
the way I'm coming back
for the homecoming
where it isn't home anymore
I come as a guest now
it's a rewind
from the jungle
where one finds
best of the flowers and fruits
but worst dangers
from wild plants and animals too
I don't know anymore
from where I am and to where I belong
I reached all the places
and everything rewinded
I retreated myself back to the centre
the centre from where I emerged
the centre where in the end I'll dissolve
though I am unaware about the roots
about the origin, about the location
of my very own centre
enlighten me my higher self
you can find me at the centre
come and help me find my centre

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Did you just stand in front of
the mirror today? Did you take
enough time to appreciate the
beauty that you saw? Did you
realise the sexiest curve on
your body is "your smile"? Did
you notice how your eyes
twinkle like the stars? You need
to stop criticizing your nose honey,
only then you'll see the magic.

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You can not manipulate me
honey, I read vibes, not the lips.

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Yes I'm doing fine trying to get hold of my life that seems to shatter so beautifully in front of my very own eyes. They think it's the injured pride of mine that hurts after the prejudices are broken because they say the world doesn't revolve around me. But I know this is the abandoned, restlessly wandering, homeless soul of mine, that craves a connection where it can be itself without the fear of judgements, without feeling like it's unimportant. Because just when I feel I found home, I find the bricks broken, the roof on fire and the floor sinking in somewhere dark and dingy.

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in the darkness of that night
happily devoid of the light
they went on abroad
beyond the binaries of gender
beyond the boundaries of looks
they went beyond skin colour
their souls melted into each other
they united so spiritually that
angels had to sing from up above

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Stay with me until I linger and melt onto you
like camphor filling your lungs with my holy
and healing ecstacy. Wait until I turn your skin
more fragrant, cool, calm, composed. And your
bones and nerves at ease. Stay with me until I
drench your existence with my very own yet
universal essence. Stay until we are conscious
enough to realise "our" consciousness. Stay with
me until you realise I'm you and you're me. Just
stay till the time after which you never would
want to leave cause you'd know when you see
me you're looking at yourself and when I see
you I'd see me. Our covalent bond is as strong
as that of Shiva and Shakti. As deep as this piece
of poetry. Way too intense to describe via words
since it's beyond. Beyond the narrow logics and
thus simply incomprehensible and bewildering
for an unconscious and closed off human being.
Anyways, just stay with me until you realise that
I'm you and stay until you realise that you're me.

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Life's sorted when you
leave the complicated
confusing people
behind cause you
realise life's too short
to solve ugly puzzles.

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One loyal person with a pure
heart and dirty brain is enough.

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Beware beautiful. Snakes
sit beside you, in the disguise
of butterflies. They laugh
with you, and when you're
gone, they laugh talking
about you. To whom? To the
ones they say, they don't
care about. Beware beautiful.

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Don't take my kindness
for granted. Don't play with
my heart just because you're
bored. Cause one day, I'll stop
caring when I'll see that you just
used me as a decoration on your
sleeve. And I don't take revenge!
But when you'll go out there in
the world and you'll feel this
world is just cold and mean,
all what you'll think of
would be that, why
you didn't value the
person who cared so much.
You'll be dying on the inside out of
regret while you'd be faking smiles
on the outside and that's how nature
takes revenge on the behalf of the kind ones.

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