Repressed, depressed
Tears filling up eye but not a drop on the cheek
Eyes feeling heavy
Head dizzy
Having silent panic attacks
Didnt know suffering silently will be that hard

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खुद की उलझनों में कुछ इस तरह मसरूफ रही
कि दिन दुनिया की कुछ सुध न रही

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ये कैसी एकतरफे इश्क की राह पर चल पड़ी हुॅं
हर दिन अपने नाज़ुक से दिल को समझाती
एक और कोशिश कर ले, आज तुझे दर्द न होगा

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Does the world need me?

Or before the world acccepts me
Do I need to accept myself before?
The good and bad in me
Working to be a better version
Being happy with my simple smile showing crooked teeth
And dancing in the chair because I am too lazy

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Being persistent in achieving your dreams

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To be kind to myself
To just relax once in a while
To take care of my health
To overthink less
To just take life, one small thing at a time

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I don't seek external validation for my decisions

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Deleting a file from local which is already backed up in cloud

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Just let me give one more clarification,
Maybe then my heart will finally get convinced

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Either living a life of regrets and what-ifs,
Or going all out and taking risks

O' moderation, when you will be mine

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