It's so damn true....
"You don't really know what you got until it's gone!!"
When the reality hit you in the face then only you realise what you lost while you were busy taking it all for granted.....-
I keep asking myself again and again....
Every single time why does it always happens to me??
Am I really not good enough to be someone's Priority?
Their one and only person?
I try....
I always try my best to be good enough still everytime why do I always end up being the second choice or just an option?
I really wanna know where do I go wrong every single time??-
Everything is beautiful and perfect with you by my side...
Finally the raging storm in my heart is quite...
But, today when I saw you walking away for just a while..
My heart is anxious and its longing for you,
I never knew I would feel this way for someone all over again...
But here we are....
Damn! Girl I miss you with every beat of my heart...-
Some time you get all that you ever wanted,
But still deep down you still feel lost and empty,
As if something is missing...
You are no longer hurting,
You are no longer in love,
You are finally happy...
But why do you feel as if something is missing big time???-
Days went by,
Months went by,
It's almost been a year now...
When will it stop hurting?
When will it stop?
When will her name won't take me back to good old days??
When will I stop dreaming of having her back in my arms?
When will I stop missing her voice & missing her presence in my life?
When will this all stop!!
When will it stop hurting so bad???...-
July....
A month filled with bitter sweet memories....
Filled up with high & low time of my life...
I don't know if I love this month or hate,
But one thing I can say is that all my life's changing moment always happens in July....
So, welcome back once again July...
Try to be bit better this time around....-
Alice asks the White Rabbit, "How long is forever?"
The talking rabbit replies, "Sometimes, just one second."
That's why I don't believe in "Forever" but I do believe in "Always"......-
Some Morning you wake up and your head is filled with image of her,
You start missing her,
You just can't stop thinking about her,
You try hard to divert your mind,
But it always goes back to the golden days....
What if you, you didn't do what you did?
What if she would have never left?
What if she was the one you grew old with?
So many what if's....
Haunting you,
Torturing you....
Driving you to the edge of insanity slowly....-
You are gone,
It's over.
We are done,
The "Us" made up of You and I are stranger all over again....
Our story remain incomplete,
We were never meant to be...
Let's start to forget and forgive eachother and try to move forward and forget the past.
Let's just remain and stay as two strangers all over again....
Better to forget and move on then dwell on past and get hurt again and again....-
Sometime.....
No matter what you do,
No matter what you show,
No matter how hard you try your best and hard ....
But, In the end you always turn out to be a "VILLAIN" in somebody's story!!!
That's a fact!!!
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