"What is existence?" she asked the universe.


"It is a thin veil separating what is real and what is not.
When someone is born, they are born with a new reality.
It is someone's obligation as they grow up to understand how existence
works and how it influences reality from a broader perspective. We are all
pieces of a huge zigzag puzzle. At the end, all of the variables come together
to make a reality that will result in the existence of something more complex
to comprehend or something extremely simple to neglect."
Said the wise tree, who had been listening to her the entire time.

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I understand the mockery.

I understand the concern.

I understand the sympathy.

I understand sarcasm.

I understand influence.

I understand the ignorance.

I understand the guidance.

I understand arrogance.

 

That's what terrifies me; I understand everything
and no one can understand that..

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Success is a by-product of a goal.
A goal that you have envisioned.
A vision that was a calling from the universe.
The universe picked you to be its face.
You held your ground, worked hard, and honed your skills.
Those skills make you who you are.
Who you became in the process was a goal in itself.
For the rest, success itself is a goal, but you know it's just an aftereffect.

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Even if I tell you how I feel,
You can never understand the depth of it.
There's nothing wrong with you.
It's just that I can't express my views.
So I talked to myself.
And yes, that was the best conversation I had.
It told me to face the fear and learn from my misery.
Hence, I decided to believe in me.
Now, when I think about it, I feel
No one can walk in your heels.
Observe, learn, and repeat.
Because even if I tell you, you can never concede.

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Everyone was curious to know,
what you'll be once you grow?
I said I'd be an astronaut.
They made fun of this thought.
It made me wonder, maybe they know something,
or maybe they don't know anything at all.
See, I was sceptical from the start.
So I said to myself, "Let's give yourself a shot".
From that day on, I believed in myself.
I am the one who knows better than the rest.
I became my greatest admirer and motivator.
Because I've never met a better supporter.
And so, the journey began to the stars.
Thus I had to face plenty of ancient orthodox Cabal.
Today, I am ready to explore the universe.
Listen to me, and remember this verse.
The person I admire the most is the one
who believed in me more than anyone.
And that person is I ,me & myself.
Trust me, no one has your back other than yourself.
 

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Is it not hard for you to accept?

that no one understands your aspects.

First, they tell you not to go out.

Later, they say you are lazy, like a cow.

Second, they tell you to not trust anybody.

Later, they accuse you of having a cynical mentality.

Third, they tell you not to interact with persons of different genders.

Later, they shout, "Why don't you behave like the others?"

Fourth, they tell you, that you have to earn their trust.

Later, they ruined your confidence when they felt threatened.

Fifth, they tell you you are nothing without them.

Later, they changed the subject of dependence.

The list won't end, but you know how it feels.

Like, no one has ever saved you, and no one ever will.

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A walk to a melancholy mind
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This noise in my head won't let me go.
How do I know if it's me or a dark soul?
It whispers that life is tough with no hope.
Then it creates an illusion that I am alone.
 
It now feeds my dread and reveals what isn't real.
The clash of guilt and anxiety was hard to bear.
Then it prevents me from sleep or to feel.
This numbness in my chest suffocates the desire to heal.
 
I turned into a zoombie, but no one could see.
This noise convinced me of other possibilities.
A place where I can be happy without problems to deal.
It enticed me to put an end to everything so I could be free.
 
Sure, I tried informing everyone what is happening.
As usual, I was blamed for everything.
The noises chuckled as if they were aware of something.
So I accepted the challenge to put an end to the suffering.

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I have seen the faces behind their masks.

Trust me when I say it's nothing like you ask.

The one they show you is full of lies.

The other one is solely for family and friends like.

Last is the shadow they hide from the world.

Everyone you know is hiding something unheard.

Tell me, are you showing me who you really are?

Or do I have to guess who is hiding behind the mask?

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I believed a lie.
and I hold it so tight!
They showed me the sky,
painted in black and white.
Burn like that sun; only then will you survive.
But when I was a kid, I could only see the light.
Then they ask me to learn from the moon's dark side.
How do I hide like that when stars chase me at night?
Everything that excited the naive child's paradise.
Turned to fear and anxiety by everyone with experience and right.
Now this child lives inside me, scared and ready to cry.
And you ask, What stops me from living an exciting and adventurous life?

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Hope
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One thing that I despise the most,
and one thing that took control.
That one thing that I feared the most,
and that one thing that made me lose control.
 
This was the one thing that showed me the path,
and then this one thing killed my chance.
That one thing that I believed was my path,
and that one thing that turned choices into last chance.

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