Midnight

I want you by my side,
in this dark midnight,
So that I feel less scared,
As if I am the reason to something bad.
I wanted to hold you back,
When you moved out of my door last Evening,
So that I could see you for some more time,
As if your face is the only thing that helps me to be calm.
I am now sitting with my thighs, wrapped by my arms,
So that I can smell you in my clothes,
As if you are no where gone.
I want you by my side,
In this dark midnight,
But now I want you to think about yourself more than us,
So that I can see you more Happy.



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Is it OK ? ♥️
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My parents saying, we are proud of you.

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दूर तक ना चल सको तो भी कोई बात नहीं
जब तक साथ हो तब तक ही सही,
खुशीयों में मेरा साथी और गम में बस तुम,
हाथ पकड़ कर रखना।

कभी रोती हुई मिलूं तो,
कस कर गले लगाना,
और जब थक कर तुम्हारे कांधे पर सर रखूँ तब,
हाथ पकड़ कर रखना।

जब निराश होकर तुमसे चिढ़ जाऊ,
तब तुम मेरी ज़ुल्फ संवारना,
तुम्हारे होठों की प्यासी भी होऊं तब भी तुम,
हाथ पकड़ कर रखना।

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DR. Neha Rai

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Physical attachment

There been times when I felt nothing while you kissed me. Even sometimes I felt like an object owned by you cause your presence indicated that today my night would be much painful than days I have spend in your absence cause the passion and need of your body will cruelly rupture my thin skin. I used to be helpless days when you were harsh on my own body and i couldn't run just in sake of love. I must tell you now that it wasn't love ever for you cause I did bear both physical and mental pain in love but you used to just come for getting satisfied. You never loved, you were always more into my thin waist, big breast, beautiful collar bone, long legs, and my bright skin. You didn't loved my scars along, I was just good for your ego. And now after so many year being with someone else who cares for me more than anything i finally found my answer that it was just physical attachment what you had with me.
Thats it.

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It might be painful enough,
But your touch makes a little easier,
I hold you back just cause I am scared of dark,
But not afraid of love.
Your warm hand on my waist,
Pulling me closer to fight my lips with yours,
It now makes me scared of physical attachment,
But not afraid of love.
Your finger untangling my hairs,
And you looking straight into my eyes just to see my fears,
I must tell you i don't do it much cause I am scared of eye contact,
But not afraid of love.

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Broken is beautiful, and beautiful is strong enough to be broken again.

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Your pain is mine

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bring smile with my magic on the pale face of my dad which is full of stress and tension

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