Having our own place is peace
But coming back home is happiness....
Being able to choose between both
Is another level of comfort....

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Ah these tough days!
I wish I knew about them in prior
We will just stay in the bed that day
I might upset a few people here and there
But at least I'll not be upset that way...

It's hard to keep up with these changing times
I need you and I can't reach out
It's hard to live alone and happy both
Just keep waiting for life to have a turn about

I'm tired and sad and just so lost
Done pretending to be strong and elite
Solitude is all about peace wrapped with weight
I wish I could just go back and hit delete....

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Once again in the middle of a night
I sit by my window and wonder
All this emptiness that I feel
Is it within me or the world has lost its flavours.....

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Something inside me wants to heal,
But got healing, I need to feel,
Feel it even more than it's around
And more than it's alive in me...

It's just so obvious of not knowing it
But it's ok to keep looking for it
I know I'll find it once I surrender
Once I forget all that I remember

Instances keep pushing me over
Off the edge in the middle of this sea
The sea of thoughts and pain
In the visit of other versions within me

It's a journey of meeting myself
Meeting the levels of energies I endure
Understanding the self and
Allowing to rest in the thrill of becoming pure....

Can I get there,
Can I really get to you
I know the details
I just need the overview...

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When The life has been harsh
But challenging enough to keep him strong
In the search of being treated right
He stopped treating other people wrong

When he has to keep smiling
Hiding those tears in his eyes
He doesn't wanna sit with his loved ones
He rather cries with a stranger who cries....

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Easier it is to escape
What's hard is to confront
Easier it is to run away
What's hard is to be blunt....
No one wanna talk about it
But isn't it important at all
No one wanna take a charge
But they allow themselves to fall...
Over and over again
You compromise your peace
Everyone sees a broken leg
But a broken heart no one sees...
We heal our bodies
But do we heal our hearts
We keep the memories in tact
But we keep breaking ourselves into parts....

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Kuch is tarah bikhera is waqt ne mujhe
Ki muskil aage chalna ho Gaya or fir
Tinka tinka me badalti Rahi
Tinka tinka me sambhalti Rahi ....
Un tinko ke sahare me dheere dheere aage chalti Rahi
Kuch taqdeer ne khel khel rakha tha
Kuch mujhe khud par yakeen na Raha tha or fir
Apni taqdeer se me thoda ladti Rahi
Or apne daron se aage me thoda aage badti Rahi....
Or bas khud ko sambhalne ki himmat aa gayi.....

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These scattered thoughts of my mind
It makes me wonder sometimes,
Haven't I gone through enough so far
Why each day keeps giving me another scar
These debates seem meaningless
No one's intention is bad
But understanding gap is so huge
And that's what makes me sad...
Perception is the key here
That everyone wanna follow their
But why no one talks about the fact
That ultimately it's about each other they care....

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These are insensitive time,
It just doesn't understand that I need a break...
From all the specifics of right and wrong,
From all the darkness of their narrow mindsets,
From the intensity of my overthinking,
From all the tears my eyes have had,
From all the running of time so can you just stop for a while for me to move and catch up to your speed....

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With the heavy nights of emotions,
I kept grieving silently....
Unable to understand the logic of nature,
I kept thinking silently,
In the immature manner of my expressions,
I kept crying silently
With all the blame for living my life my way,
I kept breathing silently
Flashing all those destroying moments in my eyes,
I kept blinking silently,
Along with the burden of those chaos throughout my day,
I kept walking silently.....

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