Kryptonite


I see you in the dark ,
Chiseled jaw and brooding anger
Broad shoulders and blue eyes tangled
With hope , fear , something unsure
You never said anything and yet were heard

I heard you in the silent of times
You were my Kryptonite ,
Always angry and a gruesome nature
You taught me life and its most important feature
That you grow old without waiting for anyone
That you grow in love without waiting for anyone

I asked you a simple question that day
Can you ever unlove me if you were given a chance
You ruined me my Kryptonite that day
By saying- " I would have chosen you over me any moment , to live in your arms even if I had to spend my life dreaming that I'd be living under a bridge"

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And you decided to take the narrow lane
I tried to stop you from getting a cold
All the while trying myself to stop from falling hard
All it took you was just a pretty smile and a childish please, and
My heart decided to betray me
For the umpteenth time....

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Only the darkness knows
How I have cried to let you know that I'm fine in the light
Only the darkness knows
How I have broken down to shreds and pieces and not even know
How I have lost what I proudly called mine
How the past slipped away right in front of my eyes....
Only the darkness knows
The ruling fear , the misogynist world
The calmness that I found in its roaring pain
I'd be lying if I say I'm not afraid of the dark , but
Let's just say it came to me as a knowing friend....

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The Lost Shadow

Today I lost my shadow
The shadow that told me what I would be
The shadow that told me where I would rest my head
The only darkness that provided me comfort
The part of me that died on the berth

Today I lost the dream of mine
What comes isn't known to millions nigh
Is it that I won't be able to live now
Or is it that I lost what could have been my life prow.

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"Near the hill crest , people tend to fall and know there's no one waiting to catch you hold of"

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Azadi.......mili thi ajj
Unhe , jinhone kaidi hone pe bhi himmat nhi hari
Unhe, jinhone kafan ko apnane mei jijhak nhi ki
Na unhone socha harna
Na socha unhe jitne dena
Tirange ki leher jitni dur tak gayi
Azadi ki mehek utni dur tak gayi.....

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Chalte chalte kahi us ek hi raah par
Un hi pairo ke nishan ko dekhkar
Humne chalna sikha tha
Wo dada- nana , nani ne jo ladoo aur seekh di thi
Kahi unhi ko parke kuch karna tha
....

Aaj barso bit gaye toh un raasto par chale
Aj ahmiyat mahsoos hui unki toh zimmedari samajh mei agayi
Agar kisine bohut saalo pehle yehi samajhaya hota
Toh unke saath zyada samay bitate
Aaj sach mei pata chala
Hum bade ho gaye....kaash nhi hote

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So that I could uncurl the clusters
I set them in patterns
So they don't twirl in threads
I set them apart
So their shine doesn't mark the dead
Just as a mere star......

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What if I wasn't busy fixing everyone
And refusing to look in the mirror that did nothing but gave a home to my projection
What if nothing hurts unlike it's edges
That cut deep and open the wound
And I don't cry but only bloom

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When do you know that you are in love with someone
And he or she is the one , the real one
Actually.....
There is no such thing
It's just that one day you find yourself
Doing something crazy that has no meaning
It might be you are grooving on a completely different song way out of your league
Or you might be climbing world's tallest mountains though you have a fear of heights
It's that one moment when you look into the other person's eyes and realise That everything you lose, it'd be worth it, and that no matter how long you live, you want to live it all in that moment....

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