She's hurting. You could clearly see that some things have happened.
She doesn't think she can trust anyone or begin to tell anyone what's happened
Or maybe she's just too afraid to face the truth dam reality.
So she hides behind her tears, thinking about how to deal with her pain.
She slowly begins to medicate drink after drink and bottle after bottle.
Before she can blink, days turn into weeks, and then suddenly a month or two goes by, and she still doesn't know how to deal, drowning herself in what she believes help.
Still broken, confused, and damaged inside is how she feels trying to escape all the painful memories.
So she'll continue to hide behind her broken smile in hopes that one day, the hurt buried deep inside could free her from being a prisoner in her own mind.
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