I was so scared to cry the day you left,
I told myself,
Not today.
Not now.
You are a thousand miles away,
And I am here, thinking about you.
Thinking of the way
I counted my heartbeats till I fell asleep...
I will never tell you this.
I will never tell you how I toss and turn,
Thinking about you.
I bottled and throw into the sea.
The bottle have come
..........but u never will
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