Touch me like you touch my soul
Hear me like you can hear the untold
Stare at me as if you can't ever take your eyes off me
Laugh with me like your lungs will blast out
Be with me like your biggest dream has come true
Because if you're not able to feel it from within
Then it's 'you' and 'I' instead of 'we' and 'us'

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You loose yourself
You feel like everything's finished
You feel like the world's coming to an end
You can't see light anymore
You fail to love yourself a little extra
You aren't interested in the happy routine
But
Remember
You can restart from the experience of your breakdowns
And build something that will give you more than what you've lost

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Restart

Because you can build something beautiful based on what and why didn't work out

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That the road may be difficult and can make you want to quit
But when you reach your destination, everything about it will make you feel every difficulty was worth it

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Can break thousands of spoken words
Make someone feel something that could have been avoided
Can break something beautiful even before it can be created

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Bring me flowers
Bring me chocolates
Bring me anything
It's all fine, But
Giving me time
Giving me understanding ears
Giving me your hand when mine turns cold
Giving me your shoulders to lean on
Is all that I will ever ask for

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Dear Happiness

Where did you go suddenly?
You were with me when I was a kid, when I was living my life with books and exams surrounded by friends and singing silly songs. You were at peak at that time.
I grew up, and you reduced a little. With more things to deal with, a new environment to be in, more responsibilities to have and dreams to make a life you started to dream of.
You came again and were at peak when I got my degree and my master's and also my first job. But then you went away again like an express train.
I want to be with you and find you to keep you and embrace you.
Because the time that we spent together, was the best time of my life and I would want to keep having you to the peak or little less but never like a horizon or silhouette.
I know you are here in small things, in nature, in my self-care and appreciation of things that matter the most. I will find you and embrace you, nurture and make a habit to keep you.

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I wish to feel surrounded by books
But then I have to interact with people
That's the irony of life

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I used to read more books
I used to smile and laugh a lot
I used to take things at ease
I used to keep laughing at people, situations and my life as it was
But then
I grew up and life started using everything against me
Yet,
I want to be what I used to be
I will be,
moment by moment,
day by day,
effort by effort

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Face your difficulties they say
But is it that easy?
Those thoughts of wavering faith
Those backstabs from unexpected people
That journey of things that were unseen
Those nights where you couldn't stop crying
And every time you had to show that smile
Face your difficulties they say
But is it that easy?

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