I am lost in the darkness

Covered by the rushing waters

Struggling to keep up with its hasty tides,

This time I will let myself drown in the ocean,

This ocean of sadness I could never had foreseen,

After everything, I didn't tell you that you're were my heaven.

You were long gone

And I was left unsure,

How did you find the strength to walk away,

I can't believe it's been this long

Wish I could hold you once more,

One more feel of you is my last wish

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I knew deep down that you had forgotten how to treat me with love

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Adulthood is the true discovery of childhood fantasies

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Adulthood is the true discovery of childhood fantasies

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Or someone who you don't need

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If I should be real to myself, I do still miss you

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The she
Who is she?
She is more than the cement that binds the family together, Stronger than the pillar that connects the families structure,
More than the bank that saves you from liquidation.
She is the goddess that watches over you,
She is Mom

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Surreal evenings with your memories.

I want to spend my evenings with you,
Dressed up with your matching gown, adorned with bows too.
Come on, let's drive down to the city square,
and sit on one of mom's favorite places when she was here.
Gisting, Gossiping,Gloating
as always,
Talking about how loud the night seems to be,
Returning when midnight crows.
If only you were here, maybe you would know.
But this time I am in the square, laying flowers at your tomb

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Memorable lessons,
Some leave behind loving fragrance,
Others throbbing scars and wounds.

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The true meaning of sisterhood

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