The introvert in me feels jealous
And strangely secure
Knowing it won't last long
I know it's mock jealousy
Cause I am happier inside me
We just sit across the table and read
Exchange glances
Don't talk much
Glad we are together
Just quietly glad

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As another day comes to rest
The fiery orb finds pro tem peace
Incirenating it's accumulated dried thoughts
Tomorrow again it shall rise
To lay a few more to rest

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The lost fragrance
The lost memory
The lost belonging
The lost touch
The loss of everything
Everything I lost....

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I stand ablaze without a flame
Burnt to ashes with none to blame
Twisting my soul my mind complains
Shadows scald me like ball of fury ordained

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कहती है तेरे लबों पे है सुनानी
कुछ घूम कर कुछ झूम कर
तेरी बाहों से उतर के
मेरे जिस्म में बहानी
कुछ बहके से एहसासों की रवानी
कर मदहोश मुझे
तेरे जिस्म में है समानी
इन लरजते लबों की कहानी

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The emptiness stares into the distance
Forlorn, forgotten, misplaced
Reminiscing about days past
The leadless tree stands guarding
The footprints of those days
Etched on the grounds etched on it
Dates, random figures, hearts
Lines promising so much amounting to nothing
Never did they see anyone return
To feel those blurred etched lines
Feel the deeply etched pain
Never did they return.....

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A feeling mutilated like putty
Moulding it the way heart desires
Shapes only the mind understands

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Darkness rests in me
It's the outsides that scare me....

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Twisted yarn of wool
Tangled, twisted simply complicated
I feel the knots, touch me
You will feel it too
Feel it all over me, in my mind too
Gently run your fingers over them
Sooth the tenseness
But careful don't undo them
I know I am twisted and always have been
Just don't know what undoing them would feel like
I am twisted....

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Yesterday was something else
Yawning like it was still sleepy
Yet it's mind was wide awake
Yesterday was just putting up a show
You thought it was slow
Yet it slipped away a grain of sand at a time

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