HAUNTING MEMORIES

Even though we don't talk like we did last year,
Even though we are not like we were last year,
Even though everything has changed between us,
The bond I shared with you still remains the same in my heart.

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Why is my heart like this?!
Beating so hard for someone who doesn't even know that it's still beating?

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EMPTY HALLWAYS

Do you remember how we used to walk along those empty hallways,
Yet, we never really felt the emptiness? 

And now I'm walking in the same 
And it's incredibly empty this time.

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Our kind of friendship?

There is not a single time either of us said "I love u" in person...
But we both know we will love each other till the earth is in motion.

We don't share many things with each other.
But can find out what's wrong with one another.

We may go days or weeks without talking to each other.
And neither of us will think bad about the other.
Rather we know we both are bothered
Just to get up and dial the number,
As we both are lazy wonders.

There are not more than ten photos we have together.
But millions in our memories that we will cherish forever.

Even if I stopped talking to her (which I won't)
I believe, she'll never do the same.

It's a bond we can't explain,
Forever the same it will remain.
-Ef Jay

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High School?!

Here I am wondering "why am I even here?"
When all the students are busy with their lessons and all
Here I am staring at the only notebook I brought, pretending to be in the class,
with my thoughts wandering somewhere.
Not even raising hands to the questions I already knew..
Stressed about the things I still have to do..
Thinking about it makes me even more depressed.
But still, not doing anything and today is no different day.
What is this feeling of emptiness?
Stress, Anxiety, and depression hit me all at once..
Making me wonder "why am I still here?"
But believe me, this is not me!
I was once a perfect student with no stress on academics..
One who made the best out of her time.
But now here I am, wondering if school is a waste of time.
Badly waiting for this high school life to end..
This feeling of emptiness makes me wanna cry and laugh
But neither the tears show up nor the smile...
And I am here staring at the book blankly with my wandering thoughts
wondering "who I really am?"

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LIGHTNING

I believed you were my lightning.
That lights up my dark world,
Beautifully.
Even if it's for a single second.

Indeed you were.
You lightened it up,
Eternally.
But in a different color.
By setting my world on fire.

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HAPPILY EVER AFTER
                  
“There is a Universe 
Trillions and Trillions of light years away,
That embodies so many galaxies within,
Each possessing millions of Black holes 
Crowded with Billion Trillion Stars,
Teeming with Moons,
Orbiting their planets,
And multitudinous Planets,  
Revolving around their sun.
Just like our own.
Somewhere in there,
I will find my 
Happily ever after”
Said she.

For, this is what she might have thought,
While roaming in a Universe
Trillions 
And 
Trillions 
Of
Light years
away.

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