When a relationship fails, it’s not only your heart that’s left broken. you lose the ability to believe in love, you develop trust issues with every person you meet, and in some corner of your mind, you fear being left alone again.You build a wall around yourself that none can break through because you don’t want to be weak and vulnerable anymore.You knew it was over when you kept on crying and begging them to return, while they looked at you with a stone face and acted like they aren’t even saddened by the thought of losing you, and ending the relationship isn’t a big thing for them.A heartbreak hurts terribly. it takes away your happiness, sleep and most importantly, the peace of your mind. you silently see them walking away from you, while the love is still screaming in your bones. but unfortunately, you cannot do anything except for letting them go.Healing from a heartbreak and feeling whole again sounds like a dream the more you try to forget things, you cry yourself to sleep hoping maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
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You’re lost in the thoughts of a story you are yet to live, a story that is half-written, half left for someone else to complete, it is a story you know by heart, even though there are things that will make it whole.
and yet, it’s comforting. to know that it is being written for you, by you, with you. it’s like a song that you hum around on good days and bad because it has the ability to calm down your nerves faster than a glass of water.
Have you ever come across a song that feels like a comforter on a cold January night? a song that feels like unexpected rain in prickly hot summers? a song that feels like chai/coffee? a song that tells a story, your story in words fewer but feels complete?
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IT'S THE WEIRDIEST THING
My lazy thoughts are the cause of my procrastination. Thinking too hard, now I’m feeling my mental exhaustion. In my mind surrounded by the chaos and howling storms Things are definitely out of the norm. But I’m comfortable in this awkward mess, relating to my weirdness. Some say it comes from a life that’s stressed. With my flaws, and my imperfections I know that I’m blessed. Trapped in my painful thoughts, I’m finally free from all captivity. Writing permits me to face reality. We all are lost to the world, by choice of deception. Hiding from the truth by seeing through rose colored glasses, in this world there’s no perfection. We’ve all shared moments that I can’t explain. There are moments of love, some of joy and even pain. Trying to stay calm as I am moving in this unknown reality, It’s almost like I might have control; but it’s my own difficulty.
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Silent screams no one hears
Tired eyes filled with tears
Gut wrenching heartache no one feels
Emotions dark enough to kill
Mental exhaustion no one sees
Strong enough it hurts to breathe
An answer seekin no one speaks
A language spoken without speech-
You’ll always have me, I promise.
Even if the world will go against us.
You'll always have me.
Even if distance separates us.
You'll always have me.
Even if we don't communicate often.
You'll always have me.
And even if, my heart is partially filled with disappointment for not being with you everyday, you'll always have me.
Remember that, I love you. ❤️
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Agli baar milo
Toh
Haath mat milana,
Tum tham nehi paoge
Aur
Hum chod nai payenge..........-
He wrote poems inside her with his fingers.
Their story began with her scream. And ended with her soul on his lips.-
When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can’t stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it’s so hard to do when I can’t even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can’t have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms…then I’d truly be happy.
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Until our final kiss goodbye
I didn't know that hearts could fly
But mine flew away
With you that day.
Distance, so few thoughts I gave,
Until you had to leave that day.
But in that moment I could feel
That distance is heavy, hard, and real.
I didn't know that heartstrings tied
And tangled up so much inside.
Until the last smile you sent my way
When you had to go that day.
I never thought that time could seem
So cold and cruel that I could scream.
Until the long hours after you'd gone,
As my heart cried until the dawn.
Now I am just holding on
For the moment our love's sweet song
Together loud and true will ring
As so in love our hearts will sing.
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When I close my eyes
I can hear your voice
I can see your face
I can feel the touch of your lips as we kiss.
When I open my eyes
I see an empty room
Without your beautiful smile lighting it up
And I'm missing you so much it hurts.
I ache to hold you
To be in your arms
To hear your laughter.
Know that even as far apart as we are
My love for you
is as strong as ever.
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