NO.
It doesn't feel right. I must be able to yell, scream, dust myself off and rise like a Phoenix.... This time again!

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My breath is falling short, this time again.
O, I see
Losing myself, this time again.
I fear, 'this time again' turning into forever.

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I chase the setting sun, for, I know, it'll rise again... Brighter! ✨

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The Sun was radiating its shadow. O see! How dusky was the meadow. 🌠

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Finally, finally...
After innumerable tireless striving stretches of the grind;
I was able to open the wondrous gate.
Ah! Hold on.
Hold on cuz...
Such was disliked by my fate!!
And there stood...
There stood, the broken, shattered me....
Gazing at the version, that I could be.
Alas!
Alas! It's the fate that banged on me, its powerful gate.

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Don't lament at my death,
For it's you who willingly killed me.
Make merry,
For you won't have me anymore, to carry.

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Celebrate my death.
O, celebrate.
For....
You won at the end,
And killed me alive at hand.

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The winds blow,
And lemme know...
Of your presence soon!
Ah!
Should I consider it a boon?
My heart skips a beat,
For you will be here to bestow me your treat.
Presently, my heart is like a dew;
Waiting to be painted in hue.
O lover!
Come,
Come and take me with you.❤

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I'm learning enough;
And it's making me tough.
I've started to like the bitter;
For the sane sounds a cheater.
O, watch out!
Cuz she's a Phoenix,
Born to astonish.

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Would you listen to my heart.....? For it is breaking apart!

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