these days, I think that I'm going mad, because all she did was broke me, and I still expect her to come back, she is still on my mind everytime, and want her with me every moment, ... Hence don't ever fall in love cos you'll become the worst of yourself, as i became THE DEVIL OF MY OWN
it hurts all the time, it kills you every moment, and it will always keep on reminding you that you've done the wrong thing, but the only thing matters is, you'll let it in everytime cos it's called FUC*** LOVE
being stuck in the memories is alot worse than drowning in the sea, cos memory drain reapeats again and again, and the worst part is you never get habitual... like the personal hell being driven by your own guilt, hence, perfection at its peak.. 🌹
no more I'll blame her for my bad, no more she'll own the credit of my success, cos I just realised that.. everything was just being driven by those EXPECTATIONS