I founded your withered soul When you were waiting for salvation alone. Now it's glowing with fire,the fire I gave you every day. I gave my soul bit by bit to the devil Who was so sane to think I was giving him salvation. Greed indeed.
It's sudden but not unknown, Perceived the reason Why I wanted to be it known. The heartbreaks, the goosebumps The Sudden cyclones , Wondered why it hasn't washed away Even It's gone. The memories, the chapters The old you and me, The stubbornness of not letting go And living in it.
Yeh shaamain abhi andhoori si hain Inhe na janhe kishka intezaar hain.. Abhi nazron ne puranhe jakham utaren nahi ke, phir inhain naye jakham ki talash hain. Na jane inhe kishka intezaar hain. Iss lafzon ne abhi toh bas do baatain hi ki Puri zindegi ki ek jhalak ek armaan hi di. Phir bhi yeh kyun hichkicha rahe hain. Ankhir inhe na jane kishka intzaar hain. Main ne mana zindegi bas do pal ki hain Abhi main jeena hain ise aysi hi Yehi kuch ushul se hain. Parh phir bhi yeh rehna kyun Beetn ne nahi chahte, Ankhir na jane inhe kishka intezaar hain.
Kalam ko chodh kar itne din tak thoda jeene ki koshis ki... Parh waqt guzarte samajh aya ki kuch rishte yunhi nahi chuthte. Kabhi haste kabhi rote halat yuhni nahi badalte. Phir yaad aya yeh rista suru hi hua tha kisi aur ki bewafai ki wajah se.. Parh aab iss rishte ki bina toh wafa bhi nibhani nahi ati. Khud ko swanp na ,girana phir uthna aysi hi life pretty much complete thi meri. Parh aysi complete si life me bhi sab kuch incomplete thi meri. Aab phir se jab kalam uthaya toh na jane kyun bewajah khush hoon. Na jane phir kis halat ko panno pe utarne pe majboor hoon. Abhi life se wafa bewafa ki equations yunhi samajh me nahi ati. Jab tak na dil apna kalam se na likh lu rishte sabhi ransh nahi ati.
Our brain for a friction of second always gives us a glimps of what will happen before even it happens for real. Just like our heart, it gives us intuition for future events. And yet we do not take it seriously and regret it in later.
I've always heard 'you r too cold for your own good'. So, honey let me break it up for you, when you get warmed to emotions to People you get abandoned by them so it's easier that way at least you can protect yourself.
No matter in the process you are also destroying yourself bit by bit.