Asuk notun asha
notun bhalobasha,
Purano ja chilo ta bodle jak,
Poriborton er bochore,
Asuk bhalo
Muche jak, jaa ache Kalo.
Shubho Nababarsho ১৪৩১

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my Priyo,
Finally meeting you
Was the best thing that happened to me in a long time,
All the wants of my heart
Now feel validated,
The things that have been made to feel
Inadequate, or unwanted have
Found home
My desires when I tell you or even
If I dont,
You validate,
The way neuclear fusion happens
Perhaps out atoms merge like that,
And we radiate.
Radiate happiness,and hope, love and companionship.
There are so many words I want to tell you,
And way more than words that I would like to feel with you,
May be feel you and understand you way beyond words .
I hope when we hold hands
Hold hands forever.
And may there never be a reason ever to let go.
May this be immortalized in our souls.
All the hardships and difficulties fade away to oblivion
When I am with you.
May you feel comfort and solace in my presence and both of us can lean on eachother in times of need
May we find one another
When we need and want eachother.
With these wishes.
I wish you the day of love.
My love .

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Sometimes people are just not worth it,
Even though your mind knows
Your heart needs little more time.

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Changing landscapes


I have been looking up on the horizon
There seems to be a thing in common
Across the rhetorical landscapes
And changing flora,
The common thing that connects
Also makes me wonder
How much is closer now,
Fast just like the lightening,
Just connecting,
The mud houses to the mansions,
Electricity running across the wires
And bringing us together.

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How wonderful it is to have someone,
Who understands you so well,
Sometimes even out of context .
Sometimes just the look in your eyes can convey the message,
Isn't it completely blissful to have
Someone in your life who gets you this well.

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We live for the joy
The joy of being included,
The joy of being accepted,
Most of all the joy of being desired.

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Which has the steepest slopes
The hardest rock
The wildest bloom
The the lush green
Cacti and the thornbush
Tumbling rocks
Cold arrid without a speck of life.
Some times the bluest skies and housing the clearest waters
Altogether it looks magnificent.

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How would you know ?

You definitely made it
Even though you said you didn't have a choice
But seems the world conspired to make it up to you
You worked really hard to achive your dreams
You worked hard to make it,
But what about the things that conspired in your favour.
Sometimes the things you said you never wanted turned out to be the best things you got.
The people and support.
Even though it was hard.
Where as my situations have not been easy.
Hard work didn't matter that much.
Conspiracies have worked against me
In the ways that cripple .
It feels like no matter how hard I try
I can never make it up to you.
Still
I hope you find yourself in your best
In your happiness,
And through your dreams that come true.
May be , just may be I could make it where I could lose my resentment,
And just be happy for me too.

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I would just go about what
seems to be the best in that moment

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You know what I mean...


No! I don't
Use your words to express,
Tell me!
I don't like playing guessing games anymore.
Be explicit and be verbal.

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