One day you will see how hard I had tried to set you free.
I cannot change the bitterness your father projected on to you guys after the divorce his false accusations landed us back in court.
Never imagined you would be whisked away I will never forgive your father for this betray.
I am not allowed to see you so I suffer alone in silence absorbing and feeling all of the emotional violence.
It was never my choice to lose my only voice.
Please don't ever give up the fight when you are ready we will reunite.

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Is releasing myself from the prision my mind has detained me in.

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Like a fish out of water, fighting for air. Staring at its worst nightmare..
Tossed out and left to die.
not this fish she will survive.

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You showed no remorse after we finalized our divorce moving on was easy for you to do. it took lots of time for me to feel like you. It was a struggle but I went on with my life. Getting stronger as I become known as your ex-wife. After quite a while the children begin to smile. No more fights between Mom and Dad our kids is all I had. They were as happy as they could be when they all free lived with me. But when you were ordered to pay more in support, you decided to take me back to court. Bargaining with our children's hearts tearing our family all apart. Slithering your way through this town you buried my name straight into the ground. Little by little everyone believe your lies, brainwashing our children to form an alli. Erasing precious memories you forced our babies to believe that I was the enemy. Desperate to have our children back at home going crazy feeling suicidal and all alone. With my pinky finger I grasp the last strand of rope. To let you know I will not give up hope. One day our children will be all grown up. They will see your lies were all made up. And your ammunition will soon be gone when the children realize you you were never someone they could count on.

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I had to learn to love myself, by pretending to hate you.

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I had to give up on you, to save myself.

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Sticks and stones may break your bones... But internet taunting is forever haunting!

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There is no excuse for your mental abuse!

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Family law- the only place for hell on earth, judges determine your worth, everyone believes your ex's lies and C.P.S. will dramatize!

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You will not be rewarded for what you do, but what you accomplishment and achieve.

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