Give shape to your thoughts through words if you can. If you can't, shape it through colours and make it art!

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Nothing is more beautiful than the perfect play of words!

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I realized anxiety crept in when I watched my clock tik tok
But the Lord said to me," Wait and listen to my heart!"
Little did I know my rest comes from Him and my days are in His hands
When the Lord revealed of His greater plans all I wanted was to act on it
"Tik tok, tik tok" was the voice I heard all the time
And with the people rushing to push me to next phase
I wanted to be like the world chasing goals at fixed times
But with every turn I took, God brought me back to start
A start where He is making me learn to have a relationship with Him
And to know that though my days are like dust in the big picture
I should learn to wait and see His timing and lean on His directions!

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When you needed a star none stops by,
When you're lost they come to see how you're doing!
To be dead is what I feel I should be
But I know I have sustained for a higher purpose
My survival was not mine but the Almighty's work
In the valleys of death and in the deep
Only He could make a way through the abyss
Lest every eyes shall see that I am not lost
Even when the hope fails and the last petal withers
That the Lord restores life and brings forth a new beginning
Just when the last candle was blown out
Just when Lazarus laid dead for a while
Didn't the dry bones breathe again?
Lord let me pass through the tests when I am knocked down !

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When hearing a sermon the teacher told this "We Christians were so much anticipating for Christian pictures like the Passion of Christ! But did we realize that God chose *Words* to convey His message? For 2000 years you think God waited for man to invent video camera? No! We find it difficult to believe that the Word of God is active and it can make wonders, we prefer to see! Read the Book and don't just stop by seeing the picture! The Words have power! The enemy tricks you that you know what happened through the movie BUT the great tragedy is that you miss to experience the power the Word holds!" and this hit me hard!

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I realized make up couldn't make it , movies, TV shows couldn't, shopping not at all, travel not even close and crying made it even worse!
The times I shut myself down from the world made me feel worthless than ever!
Times where Words that killed me even more and silence was the only cry for help....
Still unheard, still invisible..... Oh how much damage could be borne when the world pushes you to prove you're worthless
I know the truth of my value yet the lie I have heard so long runs through my veins ...
Hope I could see myself as God sees me soon enough before I fall apart... Before it's too late!

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Lord let me rest in Your place
Let me reside in there a bit longer
This constant battle I face between Your will and mine
I give up to You my Almighty
My heart looks for conclusion and clarity
My heart pounds within
Let me breathe O Lord give me Your wisdom
Your Spirit is with me I know I believe
And His guidance is foreign to me
I have started my baby steps I don't comprehend Your ways
Lord until I grow and hear clearly to walk upright
I sink in Your presence and rely on Your wisdom
For You are great and catch me off guard
It's Your wisdom that surpasses all understanding
That makes my mistakes and all my detours benefit
Lord Your amazing I have no words to express!

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Lord I know You're not afar,You heard my plea
When my heart churned within you brought peace
When I was resting in Your presence You gave me peace
Now that You have brought me to still waters I know You are leading me
I expect the good end for my humble beginnings
I know You will lead me to the green pastures and to the promised Land
The feast You have prepared I know is going to awe me
And when my cup overflows they will know You have sent me
Oh Lord You're my shelter and I have come to praise Thee
For You're my comfort I rest in Thee
For the things you have for me and the people you have for me
Are on the way so as it will come together in a beautiful way
My heart rejoices over the beautiful celebration
And the irony You weave through life brings any pride down
You raise the one who seeks Your sovereignty
And brings peace to the one who is weary
Lord You have pulled me up from the puddles and chasms
And made my feet like the deer's, steady on the mount
Lord You're my mount and Your words are my guiding star
Lord I rejoice in You and I give praise to thee for You're Awesome !

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I wonder how it is to forget the roots when vanity stops by!

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All I want is to feel home in one person
But every soul hurts at some point
I know I have lots to work on
But I know I am worthy and I deserve
Deserve love and deserve respect
Sometimes my life choices suck
And sometimes I make wise decisions
I yearn a place to be nurtured sometimes
Though the flower has the will to grow
It needs sunshine and water to thrive
Just as I need some love to survive

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