It’s not that want her physically,
It’s simple, need her happy physiologically,
She thinks m a bit crazy to ask for,
But I wish her to be at peace mentally.
It’s a cruel world she fights with,
It’s my dark side, she stays with,
She thinks m a bit crazy to ask for,
But it’s my heart, my patience she plays with.
I might not be the one for her, she denies,
I might be grounded, she’s in the skies,
She thinks m a bit crazy to ask for,
But it’s my loves for which she daily dies.
It’s not hard to understand I want her safe,
It’s not a pursuit, just an abortive chase,
She thinks m a bit crazy to ask for,
But it’s care and respect for her, she chafes.
Feels as if I might break her holding too tight,
Doesn’t make any sense but she thinks m not right,
She feels m going a bit crazy for her,
Just a step back, just a pause, she would cry and fight.
“Let it be”, I say if it’s the only way,
It’s me who loves, u dare not say,
She knows m going a bit crazy without her,
It’s unconditional and pure, I know she would stay.-
Mulakato ki fursat nhi ab hame,
Uss dilnasheen ki zarurat nhi ab hame,
Wo karne lage hai khud ki manmani is kadar,
Ki unke liye ab khub ki b parwah nhi ab hame.-
Lately, it’s getting easier for me to
not think about you
and love you anymore
coz
It is you that is doing the same for me.
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A trend to move on is life,
Nothing too close none too far is life,
A bag with surprises, sometimes so empty is life,
I know I might sound wrong but nothing true is life!
It comes, it goes,
We watch, we play,
It pays, it owes,
We rent, we fold!
It’s refreshing for a while, rest what’s boring is life,
It makes you smile, and also what makes you cry is life,
It give you hopes, and a silent killer of those is life,
I know m going crazy but nothing fair is life!
It sways, it stays,
We swing, we fail,
It loves, it hates,
We fall, we hail!
For a moment it brings you near, the other not so dear is life,
For a moment with you it breaths, the other one dead is life,
You feel you have me now, but the wall here is life,
I know its weird but not being with you is life!-
“Leave me, if you got no time for me!” She screamed. I would have if it was so easy but she wouldn’t know that. It’s easy to let someone in and be a part of you but it is more difficult to let them walk away. “One can only love someone when he stops loving one’s self”, would she understand this? I doubt. For the time being I’m trying harder to make her happy than loving her the way I did all these years. Feels like she wants to be happy and not loved!
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It’s strange how
the moon looks,
when you only have
two eyes instead of four
looking at it...😢
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Baby, I hid my beautiful scars,
I’m Ready for the magical start!!-
Why is it so that.....
Whenever you close your eyes to sleep,
You find yourself in a 💭
where you are most happy and smiling
even though in reality that same scenario
gives you pain after pain after pain!!!
😪
I fear closing my eyes now🥺-
If you wanna wish for the new year
Then kindly do it with a pure heart,
Coz
We just witnessed what happens
when you faked it
The last time!!!
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