What should I call this hatred,
That germinated
From years of love and faith,
Nurtured with care and warmth?
In these shallow nights
With this numbness
As they grow,
While they cover me
In memories and screams.
What should I do
As I watch them grow
Breaking all those dreams,
Through this night,
As I slip myself
Into this abyss of oblivion.

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I asked myself,
Have I ever felt pain,
In this obliviousness
Where everything feels the same?
With my senses,
Have I ever touched the truth,
Because I see darkness
As far as I could...
With these thoughts,
Being restricted by doubts,
Have I ever seen
What lies beyond these clouds?
So I breathe,
And try to look through
Those gloomy clouds,
Until I loose myself
In between those doubts...

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I feel,
Beneath innumerable layers of insanity,
Your words engraved in my dreams
Were all hollow,
With only emptiness and screams.

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Drifting in a way
As the wind is now taking me
Down in those days,
In those moments
With hazy dreams,
Alongside numbness
As I have drifted across this sea
Searching for something,
That was in me...

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All together
From the very beginning,
What I was searching
In those sleepless nights,
And in all those restless moments,
Was the truth,
That I am a complete being.

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I may stop loving you,
But I can never stop loving those days I had been in love with you.

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In my little old garden
With colours of truth
I used to plant flowers
And words that you spoke.
Hopes that I sprinkled,
Over and over
Had never brought flowers
That beholds the smell
Of love, as yours.

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I could pretend to whisper in my voice,
And walk along side those noise,
As if nothing had happened,
In these streets of void
With lousy little spikes
Inside my sore feet,
I could drag all my wishes
My desires and needs.
No matter what it comes to,
Help me breathe in
And live in these dreams,
While I watch them crawl through my veins,
Let me breathe in,
And to merge in these rain.

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I can see memories walking,
Like ghosts in my dreams
Haunting through those narrow voids,
With silence filled with screams.

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The more I dive deep
I find compassion, love, needs
Like peebles alongside those streets,
Undefined.

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