Ayantika Roy Β  (Ayantika)
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A moodie writer. 🌞
Full of love. ❀
Joined 10 May 2017


A moodie writer. 🌞
Full of love. ❀
Joined 10 May 2017
28 DEC 2021 AT 3:44

|| Insomnia ||

The deeper the night, the memories appear more clearer.Β 
"Who to trust and whom to not?"Β 
I have my vision clear in the dark, as I see myself falling in the trap created by those jerks,Β 
I wish I had these visions prior, I could have escaped those betrayers.Β 
Now I'm trapped in the loop to make a decision, that I'm gonna trust who?Β 
I know this loop is never-ending, but why the hell is it messing with my zizz?Β 
Was it my fault to believe, that everyone would be of the same category.?
I was just a kid then, and I'm still one by heart now,Β 
And all I wish is to run away and never return.Β 
Maybe I'm dreaming now with my eyes open these days
Coz insomnia has hit me hard because of all the bruises and won't let me rest.Β 
I hope someday a person appears from my imaginary site and whispers in my ears "don't be sad we'll make it right"
Now go to sleep because you have a long battle awaiting on the field.



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24 APR 2021 AT 23:11

Have you ever felt any horror before? If no then you are lucky.. We fear about a lot of expected things not going on as we expected. We fear ghosts. We fear God. We fear losing people right? But what makes us feel horror? When we are scared of a thing coz we have been seeing it everyday and hoping that it might stop tomorrow and life will get a new start. Have you ever felt the horror of getting messed up by "yet" another person and still we keep on coping up the situation and trying to say ourselves that whatever we are seeing or facing is absolutely alright. We fear about the nightmare that we dreamt of but we get horrified by reality. Fear is just an intuition we all have inside us. But horror is the one that builds up slowly within us with each and every sec we face betrayal, trauma, quarrel, fights. It feels like living a horror story in real life and that we can get killed by those sudden shadows that comes nd disappears within seconds. Fearing reel nightmare is fine, but getting horrified with the real nightmare is not what some of us expect. Coz at the end we all are human and we all have limit of acceptance. Everyone needs a happy hour after the nightmare they had.✌🏻

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2 APR 2021 AT 21:35

People changes like winds direction, and we all wait for that pleasant air to hit us one more time on a summer night. We know it will never be the same still we hope and wait.... 😌❀

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28 DEC 2020 AT 7:29

🍁|| It's You ||🍁

Out of 7 billion people, I met you. I found my soul in you which was lost on my way to life. I got back my smile through your words. My spirit came back to me by your motivation which flew away on a stormy night. I felt myself again when you touched me with your hand. I laughed for real this time with your weird silly jokes. I realised that out of 7 billion people it was you who shares my soul. Maybe we are distant for now, but our soul are still in touch, put your hand on chest and you will feel your heart beating with the name of mine.❀

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27 DEC 2020 AT 22:59

No pulling bad energies from 2020
Explore
Learn
Fail
Yet won't give up
Spread Love

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27 DEC 2020 AT 2:01

|| Let's be raw just for a day ||

Let's not taste the water for a day,
Quench your thirst with the saliva we share.

Pull me closer, press me up against the wall,
Taste my flavor, with the pleasure on your soul.

Suck me up and lick my tongue,
While I grab yours like nothing's wrong.

Explore my canvas with your lusty fingers,
Then we fuck, and be the sinners.

For now lie on the bed, with multiple orgasm,
And let's be wet, till it's warm with your cum.

End up with pain apart, love is on it's way,
Hey baby, let's be raw just for a day. ❀

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26 DEC 2020 AT 23:54

Life is good when we learn to ignore people and start loving animals more. ❀

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25 DEC 2020 AT 22:42

Happiness

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25 DEC 2020 AT 15:33

πŸŒŸπŸŽ„β˜ƒοΈ|| Merry Christmas ||β˜ƒοΈπŸŽ„πŸŒŸ

In this special day let's not forget the santa we have in our lives. Let's not forget the person or the people who stayed by our side especially this year. Let's forget the one who left, not everybody is meant to be a part of all your chapters. On this special let's take a vow to fight the evil together and step into a new year with fresh minds, healthy bodies and a cheerful soul. Most impotantly promise yourself to be the best not for others, but for you. Merry Christmas To All.β™₯οΈπŸŽ…πŸ»β˜ƒοΈπŸŽ„β›„πŸŽβ„πŸŒŸ

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24 DEC 2020 AT 23:34

|| Time Machine ||

Hey love,❀
Don't you think we should have met earlier?
Don't you think we make the best pair?
Don't you think we should be together forever?
Well who knows what's next?
I wish I had the drawer in my study table where I would jump to travel to the past, to meet you sooner, to grab you tight and say hey young guy, you are going to be my man after few years, so why not we start it right now? We could get extra years together... But trust me I would never travel to the future. You know why? Coz I fear if you are not there, I fear if I find my side empty, I fear to see myself broken.Β  So let's just cherish the time we spend together, if our fate is with us we will stay together forever and if not we will meet someday in our late 80's when we will say the final goodbyes to each other with a toothless smile. πŸ™‚

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