Everyday I find myself reaching out for you in utter darkness, only to grasp the cold old memories of us, your fictitious promises, how you will do the unimaginable thing just to be with me. Your laughter, still echoes in some corner of my mind, your touch still runs through my veins , all those memories which you promised to make forever haunts me in my dreams. It's been three years and I am still afraid to go to bed , cause I don't have the courage to face these nightmares.
My love I was so drunk In your love, actually with that idea that you love me to the moon and back, the promises, I was so lost into it for years that when I started to come out of the hallucinations, my Soberity has become my prison and your absence ( the memories, fake illusion of being loved by you) is my eternal sentence.
But now I have chosen to forgive you and myself and I'm finally ready to let you go and your memories go. You are free and you can fly to whomever you consider your home, I am ready and happy for your new home.
You will always be loved by me but this time without any burden on you.
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