A Peaceful Location !

Even the smallest expectation,
Has the power, the foundation-
Of the other tension,
With the ability of frustration,
Another heavy heart temptation,
Those unbearable finger tips sensation,
Still looking for the narration,
Where it all went wrong, the creation-
It seemed beautiful, the journey and destination,
It still is or not, that's speculation,
Waiting for salvation,
A peaceful location!

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ONLY CONSTANT - THE CHANGE

Did you ever get the feeling,
The fear of ending !
Like you know its coming,
As there's this sound of cracking,
You tell yourself, it's not the sound of your heart breaking,
You tell yourself, there's no endings,
But in the back of your head, there a sound saying,
You know everything has a expiry date and its coming,
At that moment, inside you're dying,
Still you keep smiling,
Deep down, you know you can't hold on to something,
Or someone, you just have to be in the moment, enjoying,
Move on, while engaging,
With new people, try a new thing,
Writing diaries, painting,
As those are the only constants, existing.
People find new people, Friends find new friends,
After all, change is the only constant thing !!

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Traumas to moving forward
with CONFIDENCE !!

Stress, pain, hunted memories, traumas,
Anxiety, serve as comas,
Taunts from uncle and aunts,
Searching for peaceful faunas,
With beautiful scene of floras,
Far from all these dramas .
Someday,
I'll leave without thinking about losses,
Without thinking about precautions,
Without the fear of consequences,
There won't be any pauses,
In between moving forward with confidence !

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DARKNESS - WITH A SPARK OF LIGHT OR VICE VERSA

Somewhere I'm feeling,
The darkness is returning,
With the motive of capturing,
The light, that's in me, its chilling,
And that's f*ing terrifying.
I don't wanna go in that darkness,
Again and again, where I'm hopeless,
I don't wanna dive into those hollows,
Where only darkness follows.
I know at some point,
I'll be out of that constraint,
Problem is for how long, I'll be there,
Seeking a way out of that sphere,
For days, months or years.
That's the problem here,
But, one day it will be all fine,
Once I cross hollow's borderline,
When I'm out, I'll get back my hope and all the brightness that was in me,
And you know what will be the bonus,
Strength, courage and patience !

So let the darkness follow,
Because there's a spark of light in that hollow,
And there's a spark of darkness in that brightness.
It's all up to you and your attitude,
You wanna see the hollow of darkness,
Or in that darkness, the spark of brightness !

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DAMN MEMORY

Sometimes, there's this block,
Caused by my memory clock,
At that point, I just want someone to knock,
Or some other memory to pop,
And take my mind off that rock,
I wish, someday I could lock,
That memory forever, where I could never unlock.
But I'm no Sherlock,
I can't revise my memory stock !

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THE INEVITABLE - GOODBYE

What to say about good byes,
Nobody expect those byes,
Nobody wants to see those days !
It all starts with a simple 'hi'
A break with a 'bye'
Meeting again with a 'hi'
All went home with 'see you later guys'
And nobody knew that was the last bye !
Sometimes, on purpose people leave,
Or because of distance or time,
Or few a times it just happens,
With or without any dramas,
Ends with or without a good bye,
But we'll know that it's the final bye,
The good bye !!

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New year, year after year,
Taking new resolution every year,
Overcoming each and every fear,
Thinking about career,
Trying to be sincere,
Hoping this will be a great year !
Why not, this year we hear,
People, instead of offering them solutions which are unclear !
Why not, be there,
For the ones, who are dear.
So let's cheers,
To the upcoming moments, memories, and mistakes,
To meeting new weird people,
To new friends,
To new experiences,
Happy new year guys !!

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FEELS LIKE AN ENDLESS LOOP - BUT IT'S NOT !!

Studying, studying and studying,
No time for binge watching,
What am I doing,
Where my living the life is going,
Maybe nowhere, stucked just saying,
Studying, studying and studying.
The fear of again failing,
Stress is on the way, anxiety is calling,
Shaky hands, the vibe of chilling,
When the weather is hot, burning,
Studying, studying and studying.
Its my cousin's wedding,
The whole family is partying,
Friends are on trips, enjoying,
And what am i doing,
Studying, studying and studying.
What's happening,
Where am i going wrong,
Why am i stucked, when I should be moving,
Being stucked, its haunting,
The life is playing on a single loop, so disappointing,
What am i doing,
Studying, studying and studying.
Again and again, I recall only one thing,
Why am i doing what I'm doing,
To get the type of living,
I want, being independent, that keeps me going,
Living the dream of my life, thats upcoming,
So i keep going,
Studying, studying and studying.

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NINE TO NINETEEN, IN BETWEEN FINE

I remember,
When I was nine,
Once, I was out for a family dine,
Someone asked how're you ?
I replied, I'm fine,
And I actually meant that line !
And now I'm nineteen,
Someone asked, how're you ?
I said, I'm fine,
But, this time, I was lying.
There's this thing which I can't define,
There's this simple line,
Between lying and faking a smile,
Confidently replying, I'm fine.
Doesn't matter how much I try to hide,
There're certain people, who can see through that borderline,
In front of whom, I can't fake a shine,
But, that's okay, to them, I hate lying,
So I reply, I'm not fine.
Other times, I'm high on coffee caffeine,
Gazing sunshine,
Thinking about Einstein
Why he had a weird hairline,
Maybe because of his extraordinary mind, unlike mine,
Just to keep myself busy for sometime,
I think about weird things like turbine or pipeline,
When I'm done, I go offline,
I say to myself, you're fine,
And its the sleeptime,
Take a time out from this life's bad rhyme.

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SOCIETY'S TRUE IRONY

Memories are so fuzzy,
Few times, it makes you dizzy,
Sometimes, its lovely,
A few times, it reminds you of a tragedy,
Leaves you with a lesson of guarantee,
About some people's loyalty,
Who are or aren't your enemy,
In this world of lacking humanity.
Society,
Where some people have a tendency,
To behave awfully,
Act violently,
In the name of the rule of the society.
What happened to the rights of the entity,
Doing whatever person feels right, ethically
That's not a felony.
Its just their insanity,
Questioning others dignity,
And treatment their owns differently,
There's no sincerity, just hypocrisy.
Where people go to psychologist for therapy,
Called they are disturbed mentally,
And society says, suicide cases are increasing, gradually.
It's like society's shitty people's thinking have a monopoly,
Judging others, without looking at themselves first, heights of audacity.
Everybody has their own kinda misery,
As the cost of living life, definitely,
So why not go easy,
On each other, instead of being a bully,
Act with humanity, not like a zombie,
A little effort can make someone's day,
The happiness comes your way,
That great feeling can make your day.

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